The Katie project

A/N: New Story time! I really hope you like it. Constructive criticism is welcomed and appreciated. Enjoy!

Summary: Katie finds something out about herself that she doesn't like, and she's determined to change that, whatever the costs. Featuring both first and second generation casts. Takes place at the Playa des Losers.

Day 1

I got a handy new journal so that I can write all of the interesting things that happen to me at the resort! I figure that I could get it published and then turn it into a series and get two Disney movies made from them! Just like the princess diaries! That would be so cool! Eeeeiiiiiiii! Of course I tried to get Sadie one so that we could share our writing success, but she said she'd rather hear stories than write stories. But that's okay because I could just write a story about her later! Eeeeiiiiiii!

I should probably write some stuff about myself so that you can understand me. My name is Katie Brown. I competed on the hit reality show Total Drama Island, but only for one season. I wish that I could have competed again, that would have been awesome! My best female friend for life (or BFFFL for short) is Sadie Hill. She also competed with me on Total Drama Island, even making it farther! But anyway Sadie and I have been best friends since as long as I can remember on account of the fact that our parents are best friends and we go on vacation together, isn't that amazing! Sadie and I do everything together! We're like soul mates! The only downside is that everyone thinks that we're in love, not that we love each other. Which is so not true, I mean I have an obvious crush on Justin and Trent (They're the two hottest guys of the group, unless you count Alejandro, but Alejandro is in intensive care)!

Anyway, now that you know about me, I can tell you about what's going on in my life! Well, Sadie got sick, which is awful. But she's got company, even if it isn't me. Staci, she was one of the contestants from the new cast on the show and she was eliminated first, promised to tell Sadie about her famous relatives and what they invented. I wanted to stay with Sadie too, but Sadie told me that she didn't want me to get sick too, so I didn't stay with her and Staci.

I decided to take this opportunity to meet up with my other friends. So naturally I closed my journal (but brought it with me in case something interesting happened) and walked over to the pool. As I walked towards a chair, I could feel everyone staring at me. This really bothered me because normally Sadie and I are hardly ever noticed, especially by the likes of Courtney or Heather. So I am sure you can feel my nervousness as I took the chair next to Noah. There was a brief awkward silence, and then Duncan spoke up and said:

"So Tweedledee, where's Tweedledum?"

"Oh, Sadie's not feeling well," I said nonchalantly.

"Why aren't you with her then?" Leshawna asked.

"She didn't want me to get sick, and she's not alone anyway, Staci is there with her." I replied uncomfortably.

"Okay, sorry if our pressing bothered you, hon," Leshawna said.

"It's fine, what were you guys talking about?" I asked, trying to change the subject.

"We were discussing when we are going to be leaving this resort." Noah said.

"I mean we're not on the show anymore, Thank God, so we should be able to leave whenever we want. And I really just want to forget I signed up for this show in the first place," Heather said crossing her arms over her chest.

"As much as hate to agree with Heather of all people she's right I wished I hadn't signed up for this either. Stupid dare." Gwen said angrily.

"You got me." Duncan said grinning.

"And a ton of hate mail, the title of new Heather, and an angry CIT out to get me, but yeah I guess I got you." Gwen said and they proceeded to make out.

"Ugh, you guys are disgusting, get a room!" Courtney said angrily.

"I hear you; it's like their trying to be the next Geoff and Bridgette." I said and pointed over to the two who were, you guessed it, making out.

"You should talk. If your girlfriend was here you'd be all over her in seconds." Heather said snidely.

"Excuse me? I am NOT going out with Sadie!" I said indignantly.

"Yeah you are. It couldn't be more obvious." Justin said.

"Well sorry to burst your bubble, but I am straight. Not that there is anything wrong with being gay of course." I said still fuming.

"I'm still not buying it." Justin said.

"I'm NOT gay!" I yelled.

"Preaching to the choir honey," Noah said before going back to reading his book.

"Fine, maybe you aren't gay-," Heather said.

"Thank you," I said exasperated.

"But you're still only half a person." Heather finished.

"I am my own person!" I said and by now I was just annoyed.

"No you aren't I mean, can you do anything without Sadie?" Heather asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes, for instance I am a talented seamstress-," I started.

"And you make outfits for Sadie." Heather said.

"I've written a lot of stories-," I continued.

"That is about Sadie." Heather said.

"I-," I started.

"No more excuses. You are just a poor little freak of a girl who is doomed to be co-dependent until she dies." Heather said nastily.

"That's it!" Leshawna pounced on Heather and beat her mercilessly while being cheered on by everyone except for Cody and Harold who shook their heads.

I was kind of disturbed by this so I walked over to where Leshawna was beating Heather up and I pulled Leshawna off of Heather and went and got Heather some ice, to which she thanked me for. Then I turned to Leshawna and said:

"Leshawna, I appreciate you standing up for me and all, but mindless violence is never the answer, and I am pretty sure that Heather didn't deserve you pummeling her like that."

"Oh, that girl deserves everything that happens to her." Leshawna spat, and then she pounced on Heather yet again, only to be pulled off by me yet again.

I helped Heather up and was in the process of walking Heather to her room when Justin said:

"Oh, I see. Sadie broke up with you so you're trying to get with someone else. An improvement, but I'm not sure you're in Heather's league."

"And to think I thought that you were hot. Glad I jumped off that bandwagon." I sneered at him.

"Can I throttle him?" Leshawna asked, making a fist.

"Knock yourself out." Katie said glaring at Justin.

Justin, knowing what was coming ripped his shirt off, though this affected no one but Owen and Beth.

"Why didn't that work?" Justin asked, though he didn't get his answer due to the fact that Leshawna was pummeling him.

Meanwhile, I walked Heather to her room. She was hurt pretty badly but she assured me that she was a fast healer. As I started to walk away, Heather said:

"I'd thank you, but Sadie isn't here."

"So I help you and you insult me again. You do know that if it wasn't for me you would be horribly disfigured right now right?" I asked with a raised eyebrow

"You only have half a brain and you don't have a personality, so therefore you don't deserve my respect." Heather said indifferently.

"I don't need to deal with this!" I yelled and I started to walk away.

"When you see Sadie, tell her thank you for me!" Heather yelled at me.

"She didn't do anything!" I yelled back angrily as I walked back to the others.

When I got there, I saw that Justin was a tangled mess and quickly thanked Leshawna for it. We all had a few minutes of aimless conversation, Duncan and Gwen were making out, and so were Bridgette and Geoff. Soon a wave of calm washed over us. I soon became lost in thought about Heathers words and I was accepting that she was right, which of course depressed me. But I quickly remembered that it was Heather and that I should make sure it wasn't true by asking someone that I trust.

"Noah?" I asked.

"Hmm," He replied obviously still reading his book.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked.

"Fine," He replied.

"We're friends right?" I asked.

"Um," He said thinking about his answer. "Yeah, we're friends."

"Good. I have a personality, right?" I asked unsure of myself.

"Did Heather say something to you?" He asked back.

"Yeah, but-," I started.

"Don't listen to her." He said looking up from his book.

"Ok." I said smiling. "But you do think I have a personality right?"

"Don't listen to her." He repeated.

"You're not answering me-," I started.

"Don't Listen to her!" He said again.

"Fine, I won't. I am just going to leave now, check on Sadie."

"Try not to get sick." He said.

"Will do." I said as I left. I walked to Sadie's room, hoping to get some reassurance since I couldn't trust Noah for some. He's such a buzzkill. Jeez can't he answer a simple question. He could say no if he wanted to. Okay, he probably didn't want to hurt my feelings. But since when did Noah care about anyone! And even if he didn't want to hurt my feelings, he could have lied I mean come on!

But I came to Sadie's room and knocked on the door before she told me to come in. I walked in to see that Staci was still there and she seemed to be telling Sadie about one her relatives, as usual.

"Hey Sadie, I need to ask you something really important. We have different personalities right?"

"Of course not, silly! Having the same personality is what makes us, us! It's like we share a brain!" Sadie said happily.

"Yeah, it's like I could just call you Sadie 2! Wouldn't that be great?" Staci said.

"No! It wouldn't be great! It wouldn't even be good!" I said glaring at Staci.

"Katie, I thought that sharing a brain was our thing. It made us BFFFLs!" Sadie said on the verge of tears.

"We're still BFFFLs. I would just prefer if we had two similar but separate brains." I said, clearly upset.

"What's wrong Katie? You can tell me!" Sadie said concerned.

"Oh, nothing's wrong. Except that I think I have an identity crisis." I said.

"Huh, what do you mean?" Sadie asked confused.

"My whole life, I thought that I knew who I was. I just thought that dressing the same and liking the same things was a part of my personality. Not all of it! I don't even know who I am anymore,"

"It's okay Katie; we'll get through the crisis together!" Sadie said.

"I think that I have to go now. Goodbye Sadie. I hope you feel better."

"I hope you get over your crisis. Then we can have fun! Eeeeiiiiiii!" Sadie squealed hugging me. I hugged back, squealing with her. Then I left her room.

Well now I am back in my room again. I feel really weird, kind of like my life was a lie. It's kind of hard suddenly realizing that when people look and talk to me, all they see is Sadie. I want them to see me. I know that people think that I have no personality and I am just a Sadie clone, but at least I want to change. I feel sorry for Sadie because our friendship might never be the same again. But I am going to show all of the Heathers of the world that I have a mind of my own. No matter what it takes.

End of Day 1

A/N: Well this was kind of fun. I hope you enjoyed it and I really hope that you will give me a review. But I don't control you so do what you want.

Next time: Katie is going through a couple changes. Sadie is scared that it could end their friendship. Noah is just interested on how it will turnout. And maybe we'll see more contestants.