So yeah I'm not dead! Like I promise here is an agents of shield one shot. I'm definitely thinking of doing A ONE SHOT with Flitzsimmos. Also for spidey fans I am writing a short story about the TAS2. If you haven't watched the movie I highly suggest that you do. Okay now enough of me talking or… er writing.
This story is for HermioneSparkle, who like me is devasted that Ward and Skye didn't end up together.
Warming: Spoilers from episode 1,2,3 from season 2.
Solitude, some say that I don't this easy of a punishment- for all the bloodshed and tears I've caused. I beg to differ though. Each day is like an eternal darkness, the minutes feel like days, the days fell like years. I don't know how long I've been in here. How long since I saw daylight. seems like a question that will never be answer. I sit on my bed and laid down, thinking of the times when Garrett left me in those woods. I've should have kill him when I had the chance but I couldn't. No matter how much he was a mentally insane- he saved me.
I put my arms behind my head and try to relax. I cross my legs and twitch my foot forward. I watch as my foot twitch back and forth in a never ending cycle. I don't know how long I've been watching my foot twitching. I waste my days doing nothing not like I have a choice. I sat up and felt my beard, the prickles stabbing my hand. Why am I still here? Everybody hates me. Coulson just wants me here for information on Hydra. If I didn't know anything, he would've sent me to some remote area in the middle of nowhere.
I'm just a dead man walking. Walking forever. I'm still in love with Skye. Even if I regain her trust she'll never take me back. I'm already broken, already gone. Am I dead man living with shame? I'll never see here again. Her luscious brown hair and her warm, trusting brown eyes. Her smile, I can't remember anymore. Now it's probably crack and damage. I stand up and walk around trying to clear my head from her.
Then she there, her brown hair is in a braid. I think of me how I must look like a wreck which I am.
I got the courage and said" You look great." My voice dry. She stares at me. Her eyes searching me. Her face begins to pale and she looks like she saw a ghost. After all I am a dead man walking.
She sits down with a tablet in her hand. She's holding it so tightly that her knuckle was white. Sweat dripped down her cheeks. I wanted to comfort her. I reach out my hand, my hand close to her face. I wanted to cope up her face but an orange grid pop up. I slowly put down my hand with embarrassment and stupidity. I've should've known that she would never come into a room by herself without some kind of protection.
She asked about cage, I told her what she wanted to know. From that moment on I know for a fact that I was in love with her. She wasn't the fragile, scare new girl that I have to be her SO anymore. She's strong and an independent woman. For the next few days she's been vesting me for information. (Sorry I can't go into detail, I couldn't find a clip from season 2 episode episode one clip)
But there one day when she vested I and it kept on replaying in my mind- like a broken record. She came in one day colder than usual/ normally she would be cold and give me dirty looks. But today was different the way she looked at me as if I was the most malevolence thing in the world. I try to; lighten up the mood even though I'm the last person to do so.
"Well that's not exactly call welcoming." I say. She sat down and stare at my with horror in her eyes. She asked me about hydra.
"They don't give you a choice." My voice dripping with anger. I've seen what Hydra can do.
'So what do they give you money?" she asked with a hint of sarcasm in her voice.
She goes on " Threats, torture, combo platter." I almost laugh at that statement but I bit my lip.
I answer her in a monotone voice" They're good at convincing people."
She gave a small laugh and replied with an almost fake. Almost "Yeah they manage to sucker you in."
I gritted my teeth she needs to understand that I was never loyal to Hydra. " No I was never loyal to Hydra. I was loyal to Garrett."
She tilts her head to the left ." So Garrett' s the reason you're a cold blood killer."
I try to act like the "cold blood killer' part didn't bother me but I was dying slowly inside.
" I don't blame Garrett for the choices I've made." I answer my voice as hard s diamond. She cranked a small smile. I've haven't seem her smile in so long. She looked 10 times more beautiful when she did. I cracked a small smile back. My smile quickly faded when she said the next sentence.
"Right I remember you blaming your brother or was it your parents. It's so hard to keep up." She emphasized on the "so". I gritted my teeth she had no idea what I've gone through.
"My family tore me down. Garrett built me back up again the way he wanted." I said as I crossed my arms.
"We are well inform about your family. Not only are they good people but they are basically beloved." She said with a smirk as if you won something and was gloating. She didn't know that I had the perfect come back.
" Well every family has it's secrets. Your family does to. You wonder why-" I said but she interrupted me. I know that I pushed my buttons right, but once I said it I could see the hurt in her face and I adamantly regret what I said.
She gripped the arms of the chair. " You know what I slipped. I talked to you as if I were a normal person. Let's stay on task."
I took a step back from the coldness she was giving me. "You make the rules."
I walked around trying to avoid her face " Hydra protocol for the gift is pretty straight forward. Acquisition team is set out to convince or capture the gifted. If they don't choice the right option they I take them out."
She seemed shock at what I just told her.
"Even if the gifted doesn't pose a threat?" she asked.
"Anyone who doesn't join Hyrda is a threat. And threats are taken quickly." I said my voice almost too low.
Skye nodded in understanding. "That's the difference between SHIELD and Hydra." She said with much confidence.
"That's why Hydra will win. Because while a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent is considering right and wrong, Hydra is already taking the shot "I said.
Then she got up and I watched her leave.
I walked around feeling sorry for myself. I sign as I sit down. I reminded myself that I'm just a dead man walking.
So that's it. Again I'm sorry that I couldn't go through detail with Ward and Skye meeting for the first time because I couldn't find the clip. I am sorry for it seems to be rushed because I have to go to school soon and I just wanted to get this out because I'm really cranky after school. So please tell me what you think and any future ideas you want me to read about.
-DFTBA, SFG