I really love this song and i just resently found the lyrics and imediatly thought of troyryan. please enjoy.

disclaimer: i don't own them.

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way

Its near 3 in the moring and i can hear you sobbing. I apologize for the names that i have called you. I'm really sorry i'm just scared.

I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'

It happens everytime i start screaming at you and calling you those names. You go to start packing and i stop you and tell you i love you, while giving you light kisses.

Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Everytime i get to afraid i start calling you all the names that those assholes in school used to call you. I only do this because i am so afraid of what i am.


I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break

I love you more than life it's self, so why do i push you till you want to end your own life. And why do I make you feel like you have no purpose, and that no one will ever love you.


And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside

I really do love you, and i don't know why it always takes you threatining to leave me to show you how much I truly do.

Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you

I realize that what I do to you is wrong, but I am afraid that you will end it. So I toy with pushing you away and pulling you back. But I also know that one day i will push you to hard and that you won't come back to me no matter how much i beg you to. So i stop this here and now. Ryan, I love you and want to be with you forever. I know i don't always show my good side that you know is there. So will you please marry me and help me show that side to every one, including you.

'' Yes Troy, I will and i will.''

A/N: was written at about 3 in the morning ironically.