Hey guys! Another SOA story within my series. I know that I skipped a season BUT i promise that this story will be as if everything took place but with a little bit of a difference between things. I promise things will work out how I want them to! I believe the ideas that my muse has coming will make this story the best one of the series. SO with that being said, I only own the OCs that DO NOT appear within the show. I hope you guys this story, Read and Review. Read and Enjoy!
Staring straight a head, Jordana stared at the mirror in front of her bed. There was a person staring back at her that was so unfamiliar to her. She barely knew the person she had become the last year or so. She was a person but remained empty. She ran her hand through her dark brown hair and sighed. It had been months since she stepped foot out of her home. The memory of Chibs walking into their bedroom to see her holding the gun to her head was still fresh on her mind. She closed her eyes as she leaned against the headboard. The memory was like a fresh wound and the more she thought the more it felt like salt was being put on it causing a sting.
"Momma."
Jordana's eyes opened and looked towards the door to see her daughter Brianna standing there. It was amazing to her how this beautiful child came from her.
"Come on in baby."
Jordana motioned for her daughter to get into the bed. Without a second through the youngest twin jumped into the bed next to her mother under the covers. Jordana smoothed out the mess of hair and looked down at the innocent child.
"When is Daddy coming home?" asked Briana as she cuddled up against her mother side. "I miss our tea parties."
Unsure how to answer the question, Jordana kissed her forehead.
"He will be home soon. He just has somethings to do with your uncles." Jordana said as she laid down next to her daughter.
Brianna nodded at her mother as she enjoyed her hair getting played with. Both of them looked up as the sound of the front door closing caught their attention. Jordana looked down at her daughter who had hopeful look in her eyes, hoping to see her father. Jordana looked up to see Jade standing there. She looked down at her daughter and saw the disappointment.
"Get up." Jade said looking at her. "You have been in this house for WAY to long. You are starting to turn pale. You need sun."
"I need a lot of things." Jordana said as Brianna looked at her aunt. "For starters, you need to go find my husband and tell him that his children are needing him."
Jade crossed her arms over her chest and shook her head.
"Brianna sweetie, can you go into the living room with your sister and brother for a little bit?" Jade asked as she bent down to her niece's level. "I will come and get you, when me and momma are done talking."
Without another world, the small child ran towards the living room leaving the adults alone. Jade closed the door and turned to stare at her sister.
"Get your ass out of the bed." Jade said as she walked towards the bed. "You are not your self. What is going on?"
"Jade, do not try to play therapist and try to fix something that is broken." Jordana said as she got out of the bed. "This is something neither of us can fix."
Jade watched as her sister stared in the mirror.
"I have become a monster. I have become the one person I swore I would never become." Jordana said as she stared at her self in the mirror.
Her eyes were empty and it seemed she had no soul. Jade wanted to help her sister but knew that her sister would fight every step of the way.
"We are members of this club because of the mess we created and the mess we've cleaned up." Jordana said as she turned to face her twin. "We have murdered, shipped guns, and even put drugs in the hands of people who did not need them. We no longer have Tara. Some damn idiot had to fuck our life up even more."
Jade closed her eyes for a few seconds then opened them to see her sister going through her clothes.
"We are Old ladies of this club." Jade said with a sigh. "We've become corrupted when put into positions that cause us to think like the men."
"That is what I feared most." Jordana said as she turned around. "I feared that we would be one of those women who would kill in order protect our men. Look at what happened. We killed Eden because she was working with Pope. Now Tara was murdered. What is next? We go after the killer?"
Shaking her head, Jade turned around so her sister could change into some fresh clean clothes.
"Eden had it coming to her." Jade said defending her sisters actions. "It was only a matter of time before it happened. Either it was to happen by us or by pope. She was going to die either way."
"Done."
Jade turned back around and watched as her sister brushed her hair.
"Why are you are you even here?" Jordana asked as she stared at her twin. "You told me that you did not want anything to do with me after finding out about Kerrianne and Juice."
Jade looked down at the floor for a few seconds before looking up at her.
"We are family Jordana, we don't just stop being family because of some bullshit." Jade replied as she watched Jordana try to fix her self up. "Sure I am highly pissed off, but you are the only family I've got that I trust."
"You shouldn't trust me Jade." replied Jordana as she turned around from the mirror. "That night with Eden, I killed a cop. I almost committed suicide in front of my husband who I might add wants nothing to do with me."
Jordana just smiled a little bit.
"But then again, who would want something to do with their spouse when they walk in on them with a gun to their head and the finger on the trigger."
Jade just stared blankly at her sister before shaking her head.
"Wake up and smell the coffee Jordana." Jade said as she grabbed her sisters hands. "You have a family to take care of. You can't sit back and wait on a man to appear to make it right again. You are an amazing mother. You do not need Chibs here to prove that. You have got to realize that in order to make things right, you have to bind. You have got to stop being a steel rod. You have got to bend some before you break completely."