Okay, it is still the same story and scene I just do some revising by correcting the grammatical errors. I don't own any of the characters from Yuyu it belongs to Togashi san. (Kurama x Hiei) I plan also to add Yusuke, love triangle I mean depends on my mood.

CHAPTER ONE

Realization

The rain falls heavily you could also hear the loud thunder through out Makai. But in spite the fury of the storm, I don't care at all. It's not that I get used to this kind of weather…It's just that I don't give a damn on everything and life sucks. Hiei thought as he runs to the forest finding a shelter or a place to stay for the night. He was soaking wet and for the first time in his life he was cold. When did he start to feel cold all of a sudden? He wonders as he continues to run. A fire demon like him shouldn't be cold specially that it's just a little rain, for him it was normal but for the others that were living on Makai it's not usual anymore to have this kind of weather.

It started when Hiei begun to realize how worthless his life is. After all he's only a forbidden child, not wanted and feared by everyone. He got tired of his life one day, all of his misfortunes and he was treated like dirt or like a worthless being and also a merciless blood thirsty killer; sucks at all.

"Hn." He snorted and could only smirks at this thought.

Why didn't he just go over to Mokuro or Kurama's place for a shelter? After all he was Mokuro's heir and a good friend of the Youku. Kurama…. Suddenly Hiei stops from running when his friends name crosses his mind then gaze into the dark sky; the rain still pours greatly and he let every drops of the rain caresses his face. Why is it that every time he thinks of the Youku it brings ache and sadness to his heart? Are you my friend because you cared and trust me? Or maybe you feel sorry because you knew the sufferings that I've been through?

"No! Dammit! Youku! What have you done to me! What have you done to make me emotionally vulnerable just the very thought of you!" He said in frustration and bit his lip a small blood trickles from the corner of his mouth. He feels so numb then slowly fell down to his knees. Why it is that he was now so affected in every suffering that he went trough his entire life, when it was all in the past and there's nothing he could do about it in order to change everything? If only he could. How he wish he could change it all.

Usually he didn't give a damn on this anymore and he was used of being lonely? For him it's better to be lonely than to have someone who could make you weak on everything. But now…he doesn't understand why he suddenly felt like this. Is it because of Kurama? The very thought of the Youku brings more pain to his hearth and it only intensifies his loneliness.

"Kurama! don't you dare feel sorry for me! Don't you dare pity me! Do you hear me! Kurama!" Shouts Hiei as he was on his knees hoping that somehow his friend can hear him.

"Please…don't you ever dare….I don't know if I could handle it….if…if you only pitied me…." He speaks softly then after that Hiei gave in and fell unconscious on the ground.

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Same story, same chapter the only difference is that I made some correction on my grammars.