Disclaimer: I'm not Cassandra Clare :)
She was lying down on a huge brown sofa in the middle of the room staring at the ceiling without moving a muscle.
"Clarissa, this is the fifth time you are here and we haven't exchange a word" The man in the other side of the room spoke. He was behind a big wooden desk, obviously not looking so happy
"The first time I told you my name" she answer "I think that's something"
"Is not enough, and you know that" he said frowning. She just shrugged "this is for your own good, you can get better but you need to talk." When she didn't answer he continued "Honestly I don't know why you keep coming if you're just gonna lay there till the session is over"
"And to be honest" she said looking at the ma from the first time since she walk into his office "I don't know neither, if you want my opinion I think this is stupid, I don't need therapy ok? I'm not crazy, Doctor"
"Please, call me Raphael"
"Well, Raphael" she said standing up"Like I said I don't need this so go to see the other patients that are really crazy. I'm out" she said graving her bag from the floor and walking toward the door, giving him her bag.
"Clarissa! You can't leave you have to complete the session" Raphael scream from his desk standing up
She turn around putting her sun glasses on "watch me" and whit that she was walking down the hall of the hospital heading to the parking lot. When she arrive there her car was already waiting for her.
"I thought your session last one hour" said Esteban, her driver, while open the door for her
"Something came up and he have to cancel" she lied. If her mother find out that she wasn't taking seriously the hole "therapy" thing she'll be dead as hell, but she was right, she wasn't crazy, It wasn't like she was seeing things or stuffs like that, the only reason Jocelyn make her came here two times per week is because she never spend time whit her daughter at least not since he left them.
"I take you home?" Esteban ask
That is not my home any more.
"Yeah, please" was the only thing she manages to say.
"Clary, are you ok?" he ask watching her from the driving mirror. Funny thing is that even her driver knows her more than her mother,
"I'm just tired"
"Don't worry, we are here"
They arrive to her house, it was huge and luxurious, she hate it. It has lost the warmth of a home, sure she have servants and she can got anything that she want, but it just don't feel right
When she enter to the house she found Jocelyn in the living room talking to Luke, a partner from the office, she kind hate him too, it remained her a lot of her father
"Clarissa Adele Morgenstern" Jocelyn only use her middle name when she was really mad "Would you be so kind to explain me why you storm out from Dr. Raphael's office, and don't try to deny it because I just talked to him on the phone!"
"Why you care?" she snapped before she can even think what she was saying "Why you are here, you're never home" that was true, when he left them Jocelyn had to take care of the company so she became a workaholic
"Clarissa you can't talk to your mother like that"
"Wow, so now besides make an appointment to see you I have to ask permission to talk to you? Don't worry I'll call your assistant" she answer heading to the stairs"
"Clarissa don't bring that up now"
"Why not? You know is true, you're never home, we never talk, not since…" she just could not say it, not when she saw the sad look on her mother's eyes so she just walk to her room. When she enter she found a really nice green dress on her bed
"Can I come in?" a voice call from her door, she turn around and saw her mother standing there
"Sure" she saw how her mother walk in and sat on the bed next to the dress, they just stood there for a while "Mom I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talk you like that is just that I have a really bad day and…"
"Its okay Clary" her mother say "I know you miss him, I do too, but we need to move on just like he did" she stood up and walk toward her daughter "And it will be easier if we are in the same team"
A part from Clary want to bring everything that had been holding back from the last two years, all the tears, the fears, the weeks that she have to spend alone because she was travelling, but she also was tired of fighting
"We are always in the same team mom" she said and huge her mother that feels so good, she couldn't remember when it was the last time she hugged her
"Honey, we are gonna have some visits for dinner, they are futures partners to the company and I will love if you can join us" when Clary nod she continued "you can wear this dress, it will look so good in you" she nod and her mother leave her room so she can change her clothes
Her mom was right, the dress look great on her, it was strapless and thigh on her waist and loose on her hips and end just above her knees, she pull her red, fierce hair into a braid and put on some mascara to make her green eyes look bigger. She was looking herself in the mirror when she heard the door bell ringing. She took a deep breath and walk out of her room, usually dinners like this where really boring because they just talk about business and stuffs like that, but when she arrive to the living room she forgot about that
"Clary" she spotted her in one of the sofas "I want you to meet Robert and Maryse Lightwood" she introduce me to the couple.
"Nice to meet you" I said shaking their hands
"The pleasure is ours" Maryse said and gesture toward the dinner room "Clary I want to introduce you to someone"
When they arrive to the table she saw two boys and a girl probably her age "She is Isabelle" she gestured to the girl with long black hair and brown eyes "he is Alec" she move to the boy with the same black hair as Isabelle but with intense blue yes "And he is Jace" golden one she tough, he has blond hair and a really deep golden eyes
"I'm Clary" she said to them
"Nice to meet you" Jace said and Alec just nod toward her
"OMG! Clary that dress is so beautiful!" Isabelle said
"Thank you, Isabelle"
"Come on sit whit me, and you can call me Iz!"
"Thanks Iz" she said while sitting next to her
The rest of the dinner went good because Iz just keep talking so it wasn't that boring but she still can feel the gaze o Jace on her , and the weirdest thing is that for the first time she didn't mind
so am hello? This is my first fan fic so I don't really kow if I'm doin it right so... yeah!
-Andrea:)