Hello my pretties! If you are following me and got this alert and took the time to read it, thank you! For all others, well, you must have been somewhat interested if you're reading this. So, anyway, first Underland fanfic, hope you guys like it! I have decided to make this a collection of one-shots that are all song-fics. Most of them will probably be songs by the Fray because a lot of their songs fit Gregor and Luxa so well, but I have some different ones in mind too. So if you like this one, please subscribe!
Disclaimer: Suzanne Collins, not me.
Never Say Never
It had been simply one week since he had left. One week. It seemed like he had just been in the Underland a minute ago, and now here he was, sitting in his apartment. He had refused to move to Virginia. If he had been any farther away, he couldn't have taken it. He was so afraid he was going to forget them, the faces of those he loved and had come to love down in the Underland. He had to be somewhat near them. He couldn't lose them. He couldn't lose her. Luxa. Prideful, independent, determined, beautiful Luxa. She had just decided to open up when she had been taken away from him, kept beneath the stupid stone that divided them. Gregor wanted to pound the stone, feel it break and shatter beneath him, rescue her from the dark depths of the Underland. If only he could hold her once more. No words, no explanations, just silence. Cherish the moment.
Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile.
He didn't know how he was going to carry on his life. This world seemed so stupid, so stuck-up, so oblivious to pain and suffering. His and Luxa's story was full of these things, yet somehow their love had managed to survive, flourish even.
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while
But they had kept going, pushed through, hoping for that light at the end of the tunnel. They had hoped against hope that they could someday live in peace. And they would get there together.
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before.
He was so scared. Scared she would forget him. Scared he would forget her. He couldn't let that happen. He just couldn't! She was so impossibly perfect, in just every way perfection exists. That was her. That was Luxa.
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
She had become a queen at such a young, vulnerable age. But she had made it. She had kept up her duties, acted as if she were much older than her age, took on pain and loss at too early an age. The queen of Regalia. That was Luxa.
Picture, you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
If he ever got the chance, he would always be there for her. Be the support that kept her going, the reason for living, the battle cry in the midst of a war. He would give her his entire heart, for her and only her.
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
To steady your hand
He made a decision right then and there, sitting on his old bed in his apartment in New York City. He would go back down. Sometime. Not now, his parents would flip out. But sometime. He would go back down to see her pretty face one more time before starting life again.
We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again.
We're growing apart but we pull it together,
Pull it together, together again.
But during this brief time he went without her, he was silently pleading, crying for her to remember, to not try to forget. He never wanted to forget. Ever.
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
You like? Kinda depressing, but hey, life is gonna suck for Gregor in reality. 5 reviews will make me a happy girl!