I have a hole in my heart. I can't feel anything anymore. My emotions are dead. It all started yesterday, when the boy I thought I loved told me. I can't see anymore. I'm lost without him. Please don't make me face forever without him. I don't think I can do it. I'm being dragged down into the abyss. It all started yesterday, with that innocent question. The feeling of dread, that wouldn't go away. I was right. How do you love someone without getting hurt? How do you love someone, without crawling in the dirt? Forever in my life, clouds have blocked the sky. How do you love, how do you love? I can't feel anymore, as I stumble around my room hugging myself, hoping to keep the loneliness I know so well at bay for just a minute more. It's no use, I just feel even emptier inside. Why did it have to end like this? The one I actually opened myself up enough to care about. My heart has been torn. I sit here staring at a wall, while my heart rips itself to shreds. I feel like crying, but why will the tears not come? I am emotionally dead, and I don't think love is real. What's the point of love if it tears away all you are? How do you love someone without getting hurt? How do you love someone, without crawling through the dirt? Forever in my life clouds have blocked the sky. How do you love, how do you love?