An Old Moon's Shadow
By Truly
I being the authoress in no way, shape, or form own Twilight. Buckets for me. That is slightly depressing. Anywho this is a Bella grows story, in which she figures out how to fix herself, rather than depend on a boy. yeah girlpower, but it doesn't start off that way. She's hurt and tired after her first love's abanoned her, and then Jake left her too. She's terrified into numbess, where she's oddly excepting of the things to come, untill she learns to fight back. Who knows, maybe vampires and werewolves aren't the only the only mystical things lurking around Forks....
pairings: Undecided, whoever can stop being a arsejack first, if Bella decides to forgive him, or perhaps someone other than Edward and Jacob... hmmm we shall see.
Rating: T, but beware I have a horrible mouth any sailor would be envious of. I will to try and be nice, but I make no promises. Violence. You do know it's a book about Vampires and werewolves right? Nough said.
So the story begins....
They had all left me because of him. My dark angel. He left me. He said he loved me over and over, and then he said 'he didn't want me'. How could he not want me? I was never as perfect or as graceful as any of them, but somehow he wanted me anyway. What a sick, twisted joke. What fates have I dipleased by wanting to be by loved by an immortal? What have I done that was ever so wrong that they'd take him away from me? What a horrible never-ending nightmare I have fallen into. I once found something magical and then it dissappeared without so much as a single speck of fairy dust. Now I claim my sanity, and hold it tight so it won't slip way. I know what they were. Vampires.
Jacob Black
He left me to die, this Jacob knew and yet he followed Edwards example. He said he couldn't be my friend and I went to a scary place. I fought my way out by convincing myself that it wasn't my Jacob, that it was Sam who put him up to it. I told my father and I even stalked Jake. In the end it was over or at least it was until he showed up in my bedroom begging me to put a puzzle together. He inspired hope, hope that I could have my Jacob back, but I couldn't deal with hope. Hope was an evil little word that cut at my soul. I hoped my mother would visit me now that I was broken, I hoped that Edward would come back to me, I hoped Alice would come back along with Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Carlise, and Esme. Most of all I hoped noone would ever leave me again, but I knew they would. Even if they 'loved' me they would always leave and that made me angry, very angry. I let Jacob talk, I don't know what I told him, and then he left.
'Let him leave,' I whispered to myself.
My eyes drifted to the ceiling and once again I couldn't sleep. Victoria was after me, as Laurent had said. She could bust down my door at any time and kill my father and I could do nothing to stop her. She would kill me too, but I had a feeling what she planned for me was far worse than death. I felt no more saddness or fear for my fate, it was my father's that sent guilty tears straight down my face. He wouldn't even know what was happening, and for me he would be terrified. She would hurt him and I couldn't stop her. I could leave, in an ill attempt to save him, but then she might use him to get to me. I couldn't leave him alone. No matter my fate I would never leave him again. I had broken his heart when I left him last, and that would never happen again.
I felt my eyes drift close and I entered an uneasy slumber. My dream of wolves, Jacob, and that day on the beach not so long ago left me with an answer Jacob was clearing wanting me to find. Werewolf. I guess I shouldn't be so shocked the fates deemed my life their own personal comedy, so why not? I fell for a vampire, why shouldn't I befriend a werewolf? I wonder if i'll be captured by a goblin, or cursed by a witch next.... hmmm I should really catch up on my fairytales... just in case.
Expect short chapters, until next time....