yo guys... yeah its been a really long time since i updated anything. i haven't the time with school and shit like that. (also stupid drama blahblah) but either way i hope you like this really shitty poem i wrote in like 10 minutes. im leaving the speaker blank so you can imagine who ever you want it to be . leave comments. i love youuuuu 3
I don't understand who I am anymore. This hollow feeling in my chest has spread throughout my body branching into my soul.
And I cant feel anything. I cant feel the harsh breeze of the ice winds coming in through my windows, nor the gentle sun poking through the clouds creating a heavenly facade.
I wish this feeling would go away.
Yet I keep wishing for it to stay.
I want to smile and get better.
But I lack the motivation to do so.
Staying sad is what I like best, a smile wasn't made for this face.
….
Laying on the cement balcony with nothing on, while ice winds nip at my flesh, is the only thing I know now.
Its how Ive come to feel.
Cold like an ice queen, I freeze away all emotion into a white hell.
…..
I feel as though im floating, yet im solid on the ground.
Like the the snow, I fly briefly, until gravity has me crashing down hard.
…..Just another girl lost to the icy static paralysis.
~by the way i own this poem but not inuyasha. even though i didnt really put that in here just clarifying shit up 3~