NOTE!!

THIS STARTS AS NESSIE/JACOB - THEN MOVES TO BELLA/EDWARD. CANON COUPLES IN THE END. JUST GIVE IT A CHANCE.

A/N Hey all! This is Lizzie, and this is my first story, Luna Eclipse, so be nice, but also constructively critical!  It's the untold story of Nessie. It is my take on the next book of Twilight, if there were one. Emmy1512 is my Beta for this.

Decisions, decisions

Marry him, don't marry him, marry him, don't marry him.

Oh my god this is stupid, I should just say yes.

What am I thinking resting my future in the hands of the amount of petals there are on a stupid daisy, but I'm stuck for ideas. I have tried it all, even asking my aunty Alice if we would be happy in the future as she is a vampire who can see the future. It didn't really work though; she can't see my future because I'm a half vampire or my fiancé eww I hate that word because he is a shape shifter.

I know, I know. A vampire and a shape shifter, perfect match. We probably wouldn't be together if it wasn't the fact he was attracted to me or he has imprinted as he likes to call it, it's all a bit weird if you ask me but that's the life I was born into, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I'm an average 16 year old and always will be 16. I'm frozen in time, or just never aging, one or the other. I go to school and have friends, and boyfriends. Well that's just to annoy Jake my fiancé, as I take him to his word when he says "I want you to have a normal life" in his muscular voice so I do, but in a way I know my future is with him. It's just hard to except sometimes.

"Honey were home, how was school?" I heard my mum call to me.

"oh it was ok mum, it's just getting too easy you know, how was your hunting trip?"

"Good good got some nice deer, come down stairs honey we need to talk"

Talk. Oh great looks like Jake got to her before me. Get ready for the boyfriend talk, yippy.

"ok one minute just tiding up"

I didn't really need to tidy up, my room was surprisingly tidy, just an excuse to get my story straight before I get told again and again how much he loves me and will take care of me. I wish dad was here, he would stick up for me. He doesn't want me and Jake together, but he's not here because he is away visiting friends. Great timing dad.

"Oh honey I knew you would look gorgeous in that dress"

"Thanks mum I like it to"

I know she was just stalling, but the longer she waits the more chance someone may pop around and she won't be able to talk to me, I can wish, but I better get it over with.

"Mum I......"

"You don't need to do anything if you don't want to honey" she said so fast it took a long time to sink in, but then relief washed over me and filled my face and before I knew it I was crying. "Oh what's wrong honey? Don't cry. There isn't anything to be sad about, everyone will still love you never mind what you decide."

"That's just it mum; I don't know what to decide. Everyone is saying to accept but I don't know, I just don't want to upset Jake after everything he has done for me, but will I be happy? I love him, I really do, but more like a brother and sister love then a husband and wife love. I look at you and dad and your perfect, but I don't think I can be like that, can I?"

" Only the future holds the answers to those questions honey, your dad and I have been through lots of problems in our life together and I'm sure you will go through bumps in your relationships with or without Jake."

"You don't realise how much I needed you to say that mum"

"Aw I think I'm going to cry. Not." Emmett said being openly sarcastic

"Hey Emmet" I said.

Emmet is my uncle who finds it highly amusing to wind me up, so I get him back with set ups like putting tape across the door, shame he has such a good eye sight and can see everything I try. He used to fall for them on purpose when I was a kid, but now he doesn't miss a thing, damn.

"Aw there's nothing like mother-daughter bonding; shame it's over that dog."

Rosalie, oh Rosalie. She's the witch of the family. She hasn't quite got over that mum didn't die giving birth to me and I'm not her baby, so I often show her how much mum and I love each other through my power. Oh yes; I have a power. I can show people stuff when I touch them through speech and images, which is cool but gets annoying when I can't touch friends and pretend boyfriends. I did that once one of my boyfriends kissed me only to find he could see what I was thinking, word broke out and we had to move abroad to England which is good because then my family can go outside without going all sparkly.

"Oh good I knew that would look great on you"

"Oh thanks Alice"

It's a dress get over it. That is what I wish I could say, but I knew it would hurt Alice's feelings so I kept it to myself.

"Where are grandma and granddad?" "Oh they went to the island for a couple of weeks" "oh it's ok for some. Sun, heat and relaxation, I wish. Just rain and school and school and rain for me.

"Talking about dogs" said Rosali

"No no no, I don't want to talk to Jake, err I'm going out see you soon. Love you mum."

"You can't stay away forever"

"I can try mum I can try"

"Don't be home late"

"Won't be, I'm just going to see Stacy"

Wiping my eyes I went to get my car keys. I know I said I was 16; I got a fake id from my uncle Jasper's friend and went for driving lessons but dad mainly taught me. He was amazed that I like cars as much as him 'miss wanna be fast and furious' is what he always calls me. I headed for the garage, just as he opened the front door so I ran for my gorgeous jag xf and sped out the drive and down the road. I didn't want to look into my rear view mirror and see if he was there but I couldn't stop a short glance, only to wish I hadn't my eyes caught his gazing expression looking furious but also devastated. His brown hair flowing everywhere I snapped my glance back on the road, the hair standing up on my arms.

I sped up to 100 but he kept on my tail never slowing down so I took a detour through town so he would have to turn back human...or better yet go home. He couldn't let anyone see him all wolfed up. It was little bit mean but I couldn't face him right now.

I have never been so pleased to see Stacy's little run down estate, she lives a normally forty minute distance from my house, but I can always do it in ten, sometimes five, minutes. Stacy loves coming down to my house because were a lot better off than she is.

She lives in a tiny flat with two bedrooms for her mum two older brothers, little sister and herself along as her pet dog, Alien. But she never takes little bit of half money wise here and there, her mum is too proud. She is the traditional mum, only parent looks as old as her kids living off the countries benefits sometimes, if not all the time.

I feel really sorry for Stacy; she is such a lovely girl who hasn't had her fair share of good yet in life. We're best friend. We met at school, my dad's really happy that I met her and can act human for a while before going back to my freak show of a family. Don't get me wrong; I love them, but they drive you insane.

I stepped out the car really slowly. I kept putting my feet on the floor and pulling them back again, I took a deep breath and jumped out of the car and shut the door so fast I felt sick I looked around warily, just waiting for Jake to jump out. I paced up the path and pressed the buzzer for Stacy's apartment.