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I remember the day. She came back into my life and expected everything to be the same as before. It couldn't happen. I had been dating Penelope for about 4 months already.
I had been a player all my life. However, I decided to leave it all behind the day Penelope and I became official. It was never my intention. All I was going to do is go over to her place and let her know that I couldn't keep seeing her, or speak to her anymore. I had finally found the woman I wanted to be with for the rest of my life and I couldn't continue with my usual ways. Hooking up with random women would no longer be part of my routine. I knocked on her door and waited for an answer.
"Hey there, sexy. It's been a while."
She stood holding the door open and invited me in. All I wanted to do was talk to her and get it over with. I went and sat on her couch and she sat next to me. I began to speak but she cut me off by placing a kiss on my lips. I tried pulling away but it was too late, she continued kissing me hard. It was a force of habit. I wanted to get her off me, but by that time I had completely forgotten why I was there in the first place and who Penelope Garcia was. I let it happen. I didn't realize what I had done until the following morning when she closed the door behind me. How was I supposed to tell Penelope about this? She would never forgive me. That was a fact. I messed with perfection. Penelope and I were so happy together and I knew I had fucked up big time. As much as I wanted to hide and never tell anyone, I knew eventually Penelope would find out. I needed to confront her and tell her myself if I wanted to save at least a little bit of the trust she had invested in me. If only I could turn back time, go back just 12 hours. Then I could probably remind myself of how much Penelope means to me and how much I love her, and prevented the biggest mistake of my life. All I knew is this wasn't what I wanted at all.
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I will leave you with a quote:
"Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother fucker's reflection."
-Lady Gaga