Disclaimer: JP owns Maximum Ride and I Won't Disagree is by Kate Voegele.
I Won't Disagree
Max POV
Do you ever find yourself wondering if you're best friend loves you? As much as I'd hate to admit it, I do. I started thinking about a song I heard earlier and put it on.
Ignorance is bliss
You'd always hear me say
Hmm, I don't think I've ever realized that. I'm one who loves to know things but I've been living unaware of my feelings.
But at times you can't deny
Those eyes looking your way
I can never seem to tear my eyes away from him. Just thinking about the muscles under his shirt make me want to go crazy. Calm down, Max, I told myself. But sometimes when I'm looking at him, he's looking back. And our eyes lock and then I feel this incredible feeling coursing through me.
Well let me begin
By saying what I mean
It's crime against the heart, you know
To be somewhere in between
Don't leave me hanging.
Well don't be sad
I've got an open heart and hand
I'm always here for him.
And I just might have to confess
Just where I stand
Where exactly do I stand? And why the hell do I want to know?
'Cause lately you make me
Weaker in the knees
And race through my veins
Baby, every time you're close to me
You take me away
To places I ain't seen
Is this even normal? I've never felt this way around him until now.
They say you've got a hold on me
And I won't disagree
I couldn't love him, could I? I mean, he's my best friend and has been forever. Sure the rest of the flock (mainly Angel and Nudge) say that but why should I believe them?
Well rock a bye my baby
Don't be blue tonight
Yeah I'm on my way
And I'm gonna make it right
I always find a way to make you feel better when you're sad. But what's wrong with a friend doing that? Aren't they supposed to?
'Cause I've got the feeling
You'll be needing love
Is that why I do it?
Out of all the lonely hearts
You're the one I'm thinking of
I do think of him a lot, especially recently.
Well I've been told
It's gonna take an iron hand
To break the mold
And stand above all of the rest
Except I've already broken the mold. And I did it only using my bear hands and my heart.
Well lately you make me
Weaker in the knees
And race through my veins
Baby, every time you're close to me
Take me away
To places I ain't seen
Maybe these feeling aren't really normal. I'm convinced they aren't, and I believe it more than ever now.
They say you've got a hold on me
And I won't disagree
Oh no, I'm done disagreeing. Maybe the whole world should know how much I love him. Maybe not.
Happy thinking of that evening
When there's nothing for me to do
And I'll be wondering
If by some slim chance
You been wondering
You been wondering too
Just like tonight. And many other nights too.
Oh oh oh
Well lately you make me
Weaker in the knees
And race through my veins
Baby, every time you're close to me
Take me away
To places I ain't seen
They say you've got a hold on me
Oh lately you make me
Weaker in the knees
And race through my veins
Baby
Well C-R-A-P, I really am in love with Fang.
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Well that was the songfic I had written on Sunday, before MR4 came out. I'd say more but I don't want to spoil anything for anyone who hasn't read the books yet. Review.