A/N: Remember, this is a Terra-free zone! And also, you'll most likely want to read Unexpected Lover, before begining this story.
It was a humid, foggy summer morning. It was a good day for walking along the water's edge, and that was what all the Titans were about to do. At least, all of them except Raven. Raven had no idea of the warm weather outside, or the beautiful mist the wallowed along the surface of the lake. She was sitting in her room, staring at a blank wall. She wasn't meditating, or reading, or simply clearing her mind. She was just sitting, and thinking. After all, she had very much to think about.
To think that just a couple of hours ago, she was the happiest she'd ever been. He life seemed as perfect as it could possibly get, but of course, she had to mess it all up, like she seemingly always does. Or at least, from her point of view. And the worst part is, Beast Boy didn't seem to be as upset about the situation as she was.
She and Beast Boy had been going out for some time. They were so in love. But it didn't take much for things to go too quick. Soon, Raven was in bed with him after less than three months. At first, Raven was still happy, and relived that she had actually gotten it over with.
But then, she realized she wasn't ready, even though by now it was too late. She knew she just had to try to talk to Beast Boy. Just to make her feel a little less guilty.
Beast Boy! she called down to him from the window. He was throwing stones at the water with Robin and Cyborg, while Starfire watched.
Hi Raven! he said. Wanna come down and show us how to throw things without using your hands?
she said, blankly. I have to talk to you.
Alright, I'm coming up.
He came inside and followed Raven to her room. Then, she shut the door tight and sat on her bed.
What do you want to talk to me..... But with the look Raven gave him, he didn't even need to finish his question. Oh, that.
Yeah. I'm really frustrated.
Why? Just because you finally lost your virginity? You know, I did too, but you don't see me getting all worked up about it.
She glared at him. Do you really think that's the only issue here? What if you got me pregnant? What then! Slade's got it in for us to get to Robin, and I can't afford to be changing dippers when he's trying to kill me! I just don't want that right now! And how do you suspect we tell the others, huh? Oh, I'm sorry I can't help you guys fight Slade, I'm having a baby.' I don't think so! What do we do then?
Beast Boy stuttered. We'll figure that out when we come to it.
I cannot believe you! I don't want to have a baby! I want to still be a virgin, and I still want to help you guys stop Slade! To think life was so perfect less than twenty-four hours ago! How can you be so insensitive!
Raven, chill. Everything will be fine! You're not pregnant yet!
I very well may be! And the worst part is, we have to wait a week to know for sure. Why did we have to be so impatient! I just wish we didn't have to deal with it at all!
Raven, come on! Honestly, it was only once! Please, just shut up about it!
How can you say that! Look, just get out! Leave me alone, because you obviously don't care!
Fine! I'm leaving! Happy now?
Raven didn't answer, she just used her powers to slam the door in his face.
She was about ready to claw her own eyes out! She just felt like breaking everything. She screamed inside her mind, and her bookshelf fell over. Her whole book collection went flying. Even he door broke off it's hinges and fell. Suddenly, she looked up and realized what she was doing. She dashed towards the knocked down door, and ran out into the hallway, making sure to carefully push the door back onto it's hinges, and made a run for the dinning room. But unfortunately for her, everyone, even Beast Boy was in the kitchen.
Hi, Raven, said Robin. What breakfast?
Are you sure? Cyborg said. Beast Boy's not cooking. It's gonna be real eggs, and real bacon.
Okay. Well at least come sit down.
She did, but reluctantly. She made sure to sit as far away from Beast Boy as possible.
So Robin, said Starfire. Have you figured out anything new about Slade yet?
No. I thought I was on the right track, but again, it was only a dead end, like always.
But you were really sure this time! she said.
I know.
So that just goes to show someone in this room that you can't always be sure about things, so they should check before they go off and get mad at them! Beast Boy said, suddenly.
Well, at least that someone knows to be careful,a nd has concerns! said Raven. The other person in this room could stand to be a little bit more concerned too!
Whoa, wait, hold up! Cyborg cried. What are we talking about now?
Nothing, sorry, Beast Boy quickly said.
Raven couldn't stand this. Just one little argument with Beast Boy, and she felt like she was going to sink Titans Tower.
I'm going to meditate, she said.
But on the way to her room, she had a huge sinking feeling in her stomach. How could her perfect life turn into a nightmare so quickly!
