You made a promise to me 4 years ago.
It's the only promise you've ever broken...but why did it have to be the promise that you broke was the that hurt the most? I miss you with all my heart. I know I have Happy, and the guild but it isn't the same without you. Yeah the guild still fights and Gray still strips but yet you can always see the sadness in there eyes as they wait for you to come and join in and yet you never do.
I sit at the bar sometimes not drinking, not eating, not talking just staring at your seat right next to me or at the doors waiting for you to throw them open and yell "I'M HOME!" But yet you never do... Ever day it's the same waiting for the one who never comes. When I go on jobs now i'm always lonely without you getting sick from the train, the carriage, or whatever else. Wendy goes with me but it's not the same without my best friend my partner.
I miss you so much. When I go home i'm always waiting for you to be there sitting in the living room are asleep on my bed but yet your not there because your gone. I still have the ring you gave me right before you charged the dragon just seconds after you made that promise. You managed to save me and the whole guild but yet you couldn't save yourself and come back. I still remember the promise you said to be as you passed the little box into my hands saying "When I defeat this dragon i'm going to marry you and that's a promise!"
My sweet Natsu I love always and forever and I will never forget you.
-Lucy
P.S. my second book on are adventures is a big hit like the first... I'm scared to send the last one though because it shows that you died at the end...
I slowly stand up from where I had just dug a shallow hole with the letter to Natsu right by his grave with no body since it was never found. With a tear falling down my face I turn and leave the grave yard Happy flying over head acting as my protector tell Natsu comes back but i'm not sure if he will come back. I look down at the ring on my finger that he gave with Fairy Tail's symbol cut into the stone.
"Hey Happy... You can go on ahead I kinda just want to be alone." I say as I look up at Happy who stares at me then nods and flies off towards the guild knowing if i'm in danger i'll just call a spirit. "I miss you Natsu.." I whisper before stopping on top of the hill at the grave yard and closing my eyes I turn and yell "I LOVE YOU NATSU!"
Just a small one-shot of Lucy and Natsu were Natsu died daring a mission and Lucy is still heart broken and waiting for him to come back.