Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket or "No More Miss Nice" by Ashley Ballard. If I did do you really think I'd be writing a fan fiction about my own stuff? Get a life if you have one to get.
I should have known about,
the things I know now.
"Didn't you miss me Kyo darling! I left seventeen messages! Did you not get any of my seventeen messages!" I latched myself onto him. Afraid he would run. I didn't know I was chasing him away by trying to hold on to the "us" I had pictured in my mind.
Okay, so I was a bit possessive at times. But he was the only one who was ever there. He WAS the only one I could touch; he was my release. Do you really think I would have gone for a younger guy if I hadn't been cursed? He was the only guy my family's secret was safe with, because, it was his secret too . . . and he was part of my family. If only I had known how simple my solution was . . . . . . . . .
I was too blind to see,
the things you were doing to me.
I knew he liked Tohru more than he ever thought about liking me. But Tohru was so innocent. She would've never hurt anyone with her personal decisions. I knew Kyo and Yuki constantly battled for her affection and time. But I never knew who she would've picked. I suppose I'll never know now, and I hope I never will.
How dare you ask me why,
there's no more you and I.
If you really wanna know,
here we go...
"Don't you know how much I love you!"
"Kagura, you really need to get out of my life!"
"Did I do something wrong Kyo-chan?"
"You wanna know what you did wrong?" He asked with a sneer on his face. I bit the inside of my lip and just nodded. Yuki and Tohru had long since appeared in the doorway, wondering what would be the outcome, just as I was.
"You existed Kagura. You existed and I had to be faced with your existence. Now you know how much I care about you." And with that he stormed out of the house. It's funny how you never realize things that everyone else finds so obvious. I lowered my head and felt a soft hand cradle the side of my face. I looked up into two sincere eyes and smiled a bit.
"Don't worry Kagura. He's just having a hard time expressing how he really feels." My mouth dropped open and I jerked away. Even though things are more than better I will never be able to forget what I said after I heard that and I don't think she ever did either.
"Are you that oblivious! Didn't you hear what he said? Didn't you understand what he meant? And you know what! I agree with him. It would be better for everyone . . . if I wasn't here . . . at all. I never would have expected my own reaction; much less hers . . .
TO BE CONTINUED. . . .