Sam,
I don't know if this letter will ever reach you, given how much your mum loathes me - not that I blame her. But I have to try.
I know it hurts. I know you must have a thousand questions.
Why did I abandon you again?
I didn't want to.
Sam, you are the most important person in my life, even now. I know it doesn't seem like it to you, but it's true. Not having you in my life these last few months has been agony. When Himiko took your soul, she took mine as well.
I will be back, I promise. If you'll have me.
I just need to destroy Trinity, Sam. As long as they exist, you'll never be safe. I'll never put you in their crosshairs again. They're watching my every move.
But once they're gone...I hope we can go for that long Australian holiday you wanted. It'll be so nice to share a pint again like old times.
I miss you so much, Sam.
I love you more than life.
Lara