Summary: The Doctor's thoughts during "The Time Of The Doctor". After the boyfriend part
"Emergency, you're my boyfriend." " "No, no. You're not actually my
That was a roller coaster of a phone call I tell you. But then again, I was quite busy.
I was rather cheery at the mention of being her boyfriend...not that it matters. As she said, I'm not her boyfriend. And, I don't really care that much. She's just my companion. My short, bossy, funny nose companion.
Who I jumped at the chance to be in a relationship with.
But its not like I care, like I said. Its not like I want to be her boyfriend. Its not like I've thought about us in that way, going on dates and kissing each other and lov-
It doesn't matter though, I'm not her boyfriend.
Clara's the only companion who hasn't wanted that from me it seems. Sarah Jane fell for me I remember, and Romana, and Rose, Martha, Donna-well Donna didn't. But Amy fancied me, hell..I think even Rory did somewhat.
But Clara was the one who stated I'm not her boyfriend. Even though her and I are pretty couple-y I think. We hold hands, and let me tell you, Clara's hand just feels so right in mine. She gives mine a little squeeze, and that little squeeze makes me feel like I can do anything.
We've hugged too. Plenty of times. Usually after getting out of danger, but it still counts. And having her wrapped tightly in my arms, knowing just for that moment, at least that moment, that she is safe, is a good feeling. Its comforting, really thats what it is.
And we've had kisses. On the cheek, on the forehead, on the hand, on the nose. When she kissed my cheek, I was so tempted to turn my head, finally get to kiss her lips. I kissed with her Echo's lips, but that doesn't count. I want to kiss real Clara, my Clara. Well, at least, I kind of do...okay maybe a lot.
But, it doesn't matter though, because I'm not her boyfriend, and she's not my girlfriend...
Though I'll always have hope.