Song is Starlight by Muse.
I dont own Naruto.
Reminiscing…, an almost nauseating word for the raven haired teen. It made his heart jump and his stomach turn. Thinking about what he left behind made him ashamed. The name Uchiha didn't bring him pride anymore.
Far away, this ship has taken me far away. Far away from the memories, of the people who care if I live or die.
It was his choice to leave his once home Konoha. His choice to kill. His brother and his once master, no longer free to roam the earth. His revenge came at a price though, now without communication, without comfort, without friends, without her. No one cared anymore, and he was starting not to care either.
Well, starlight. I will be chasing it, starlight, until the end of my life. I don't know if it's worth it anymore.
Power. It meant everything to him. This one little word could open doors he never thought existed. Fill that gaping void within him, or so he thought. Killing Itachi and Orochimaru didn't give him any satisfaction. On the contrary, he felt like he couldn't sink any lower. Even more stained, used and withered than before. This seemingly soul-less, handsome teenager walking around half dead and wondering why he ever did this in the first place. He missed life, warmth, acceptance and even love.
And hold you in my arms. I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
Her love. Oh God he missed her. Her voice, her never-ending presence, the suffix she would put on his name, her laugh, her smile, her kindness, her hair. It never ceased to amaze him how good it always smelled. Even now she invaded his thoughts. A relentless attack he had not the skill or the desire to hold at bay. She was in his dreams, his decisions, and when he allowed his mind to wonder…Oh God he wanted her back. But even now he carried around guilt, for the person he was. He would never forget how he left her.
My life, you electrify my life. Let's conspire to re-ignite. All the souls that would die just to feel alive.
He needed to see her, to apologize, to open up, to tell her, to cry, just to love. He realized after he left that she was a part of him. She was his insides, his happiness, what kept him alive and sane. And upon leaving he ripped them from himself to gain power, to fulfill his stupid dream.
And I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away, never fade away.
But would she ever take him back? Ever want him back? Did he fuck with her mind just by leaving her devastated? Was she just as broken as he was? His broken angel…
And our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations. And our hopes and our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations.
He knew he royally fucked himself up. Hoping for the best, but coming out with nothing. He always had to act so damn tough… But really he was just some scared kid whose dreams were way to big.
And hold you in my arms. I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
He had to find her. He needed her, to tell him it's was all going to be ok.
And I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away, never fade away.
And he had left her. A crying, defenseless beautiful girl. He LEFT HER!
And out hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations. And our hopes and our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations.
Never again would he leave her like that. Broken hearted and alone. Never, ever again.
And hold you in my arms. I just wanted to hold you in my arms. I just wanted to hold…
The next day he would pay his old home a visit. He would search her out, find her, and he would get on his knees and beg to be forgiven. That's all that mattered. That's all that would ever matter. For the first time, his world would revolve around her, and he liked the sound of that.
The next Chapter might be a while with school and all. Review Please!