This is my first Star Wars Fic, so I hope you like it. It's a one-shot, but if enough people want me to add one more chapter, I might. If you like this story, then be sure to check out a story that will be posted calledUnlikely Friends about how Mission and Zaalbar met. Enjoy!
Bastilla entered the room. I had been looking out of the large window positioned in the center of the room at the dark and depressing world my apprentice and I had begun to create. I turned to her and she bowed in reverence.
"Darth Revan, your army awaits your instruction." I nodded curtly and signaled for her to leave and give me a few moments to myself.
"Don't do it, beautiful." Carth. Carth's voice. His death was the most painful I instigated and as emotionless as I had become, I couldn't stop the single tear that slid down the left side of my face.
"You're better than this. I know you and this isn't you." I shook my head slowly. This was who I always was. I was never Angel Winnoa, the Jedi who led a crew of misfits on a mission to locate and destroy the Star Forge. I am and always was Darth Revan, Jedi turned Sith Lord.
"Don't become what you swore to destroy."
I released the energy beam of my lightsaber and began to admire its beautiful crimson color. Beautiful… And that led me back to Carth…
"Every lightsaber is different. It shows the unique and special devotion each Jedi has to their duty." Juhani's voice seemed to echo around the room. I swung at an invisible opponent and struck several times imagining a battle I had a very long time ago. "Very good, Angel. Now strike with more precision and agility."
The room seemed to brighten a bit. Disgusted, I withdrew my 'saber and placed back on my belt.
I started to slowly make my way towards the exit of my room. A gust of wind blew through the open window, and I could practically see the form of a dead blue Twi'lek girl rushing by me. "Wait! Let me get that for you, Angel. No door can ever block our way." I almost missed Mission's eagerness to unlock whatever door blocked my way.
"Jedi, Sith Lord, they're all the same. As long as you do what you believe is right, it's alright with me." The old, strong voice of the dead Jedi Jolee rang in my ears. He was just another hypocritical Jedi. First he says he doesn't care I used to be Revan, but when I finally accept my destiny he shows whose side he's really on: Republic scum.
"I can't blame you for the destruction, of my homeworld Telos, the death of my wife, or my son's disappearance. I wanted to, but I couldn't. I can't hate you for who you were. If I'm going to have a future past Saul, then I want you to be in it. I think I can love you if you let me help you, if you let me in." Carth's voice brought back another fresh set of tears. That was the closest he (or anyone else) got to reaching me. They failed.
The door slid open and HK-47 walked in. "Observation: You seem sad and quiet these days, Master." I looked at the droid oddly.
"What do you mean?"
"Answer: You have been quiet and sad since the Republic Meatbag's death." HK-47 answered swiftly. My cheeks tinted red for a moment.
"I am only thinking HK, nothing more." I answered just as swiftly.
"Query: Will you be alright, Master?" I clenched my teeth to keep from snapping at the curious droid.
"I'll be fine."
HK-47 left the room without another word.
I sat down at a table in the center of the room and smashed my fist into the course wood. My anger grew and spilled over as I force pushed it against the wall and split it in half with my lightsaber. I forced the chair up and proceeded to slash at it over and over again. My rage not satisfied, I began forcing glasses and vases at the wall in sheer anger. It lessened as I listened to the shattering sound of glass and crunching as I stepped through the ruined room. I sliced the bed in half and then returned my 'saber back to my belt.
"Done destroying the place yet?" came a voice from the still open room. I drew my lightsaber and turned quickly to the person standing in my room. I relaxed slightly when I realized it was Canderous.
"Captain Ordo, state your reason for disturbing me." I said coolly, unable to hide the steel in my voice.
"I was instructed to check on you and tell you your ship is prepared for departure." He answered I nodded quickly and he turned to leave. He stopped shortly and said one more thing.
"Oh, and by the way, you have a visitor." A man in a full silver Sith uniform entered the room. I stared at him and something seemed familiar about him.
"Who are you and why do you want to see me?" I demanded. He took of his helmet and my eyes widened immensely.
"Hello, beautiful. It's been a long time."
I hope you liked it, and once again, if you like it I might add one more chapter...