Hi guys! So this story wasn't originally suppose to come until I finished my first story (Journey of Parenthood).
I had promised myself to not write another story until I finished my first one but I really liked the idea so I couldn't wait :D
READ THIS: if you want to understand.
*btw Jacobs was taken from a story of an author that I forgot the name of (sorry!) but I liked it so I took it. (sorry to that author). I like it because of Twilight and Clare likes Twilight.
Edwards = Edward Cullen
Jacobs = Jacob Black(is SO HOT).
*Adam is a boy. Like a boy boy. Biologically male.
*At my Vegas Night, everything happened except for the stabbing. So after Fitz barfs, Clare finally convinces him not to hurt Eli anymore and they both become BFF's(:
***oh and if anything confuses you, review and I'll reply in the next chapter (:
Chapter 1: Broken Promises.
Hurt. That's exactly how I felt everytime I saw them. That's how I felt when what I see is them making out heavily by his locker all the time. That's how I felt when her back was pinned against his blue locker and he was practically on top of her. I felt hurt that he threw away my heart like useless garbage and smashed it into pieces like it was glass. Fragile glass that was easily breakable.
Regret. That's exactly how I feel when I lay eyes on Elijah Goldsworthy. That's how I feel when I looked back at the many memories we shared. That's how I feel when I realize I can't erase our memories out of my head. I regret letting the word yes flow out of my mouth when he asked me out for our first date. Most of all, I regret falling in love with him, unknowing that in the end, he'd leave me for his ex-girlfriend, Julia.
Pain. That's exactly what I feel when he showers her with soft kisses, knowing that used to be me less than 2 weeks ago. That's how I felt as he willingly walks her to class not caring how late he would be when he used to do that to me. That's how I felt knowing that the girl he gives his heart and soul is the reason for why our relationship was divided apart. Everytime I see the couple, it feels like a mighty stab in the heart. My heart.
Here I sit at lunch watching the couple eat lunch and give each other eskimo kisses at the other side of the room. I shifted my eyes to the left and see Alli swapping spit with Drew. I face the other way and see my best friend who's been through everything with me, Mark "Fitz" Fitzgerald. I laugh silently to myself as I watch him stuff his face with food. A turkey sandwich to be exact. In front of me, Adam is following Fitz's lead and shoving more food down his throat. Instead of turkey sandwiches, Adam had junk food. A lot of junk food like cookies, potato chips, and fries.
"You know that if you continue with your method of digesting food, you're eventually gonna choke." I said, watching the two eat was an amusement to me. They at like pigs.
"Clare, did I ever tell you that worry way too much?" Fitz responded and carried on with stuffing his face. I knew he was only trying to make me laugh to help me cope with my break-up with Eli and it was working.
"Yeah, Clare. You do worry a lot." Adam added and went back to eating some more barbecue-flavored potato chips.
"Or maybe I don't want to die yet of choking." I said and stole a piece of Fitz's sandwich. He playfully growled and I smiled.
Before I had time to register what was happening in the atmosphere around me, two hand placed themselves on my waist and started to tickle me.
"AHH! Fitz! Stop!" I started laughing uncontrollably and Fitz wouldn't stop. After a few seconds, he stopped and had an amused smirk glued to his face. I playfully smacked him on his bicep.
"You are cruel." I pouted and stole a potato chip from Adam.
"But you love me." Fitz said cockily. Indeed, I do.
"Hey, Eli's giving you the death glare, Fitz." Adam pointed out and from where I was seated, Eli was giving Fitz a glare. If looks could kill, Fitz would be dead instantly.
"Who? Emo boy?" Fitz asked looking for my ex-boyfriend. Normally I would correct Fitz, but Eli and I are over, so Fitz can say whatever he wants about Eli.
"Ignore him." I told him. Eli wasn't worth beating up anymore. He wasn't worth anything.
"Why can't I beat him up for you? Clare, he hurt you in the worst way possible!" Fitz exclaimed and looked like he was ready to get up and beat Eli up.
"I know but you know how I feel about violence and you promised you'd leave him alone." I reminded him. Fitz backed down.
"Fine but I'm watching him an if you talks to you or even looks at you, his ass is dead." Fitz declared. I smiled and kissed his cheek. I loved his protectiveness.
"Okay. Do you wanna go to The Dot after school?" I asked, though I know the answer would be yes. It was always yes.
"Of course. I do need help with math. Think you could help teach me some math?" Fitz asked.
"Sure. Meet you by my locker after class?" I asked and as on cue, the bell ring signaling that lunch was over. I got up and Fitz followed my action.
"Yeah. Come on, I'll walk you to English. And if Emo Boy tries anything, tell me, kay?" Fitz asked and dropped me off at Ms. Dawes's class.
"Kay." I responded and forced myself to sit behind Eli. I turned to my left and gave Adam the "help me" look. He gave me the "what do you want me to do" look. I mentally groaned and turned back to face the back of my ex-boyfriend's head.
Unfortunately, I was forced to talk to him since Dawes assigned us partner work and since Eli was my English partner, I would have to talk to him eventually.
I started the assignment by myself but halfway through the worksheet, I was interrupted.
"Clare, can we talk?" Eli asked, desperation heard in his tone.
"About?" I questioned harshly, my eyes fixed on the paper in front of me.
"Us. About what happened." Eli responded.
"No. This is English class and unless you have something to ask about that's related to the worksheet, I don't want to talk to you." I replied coldly. That shut him up. I finished my paper rather quickly to fend off my anger. As soon as the bell rang, I fled the class and Adam followed me.
"Are you okay?" Adam asked as we walked to my locker.
"Yeah. I'm fine." I lied and faked a smile as Fitz walked over to us.
"Did Emo Boy pull anything?" Fitz asked both of us.
"He tried to talk to Clare but she told him off." Adam responded for me. He then departed us for math class.
"For real? Saint Clare told off Emo Boy? High-five." Fitz held up his hand and I rolled my eyes and walked away. He caught up to me and we walked to science together.
Science was pretty easy and the class flew by quickly. When class was dismissed, I walked to my locker to retrieve my History books. As soon as I closed my locker, I saw Eli walking towards me. I swiftly walked the other way towards Purino's class. Thankfully I got in before Eli could reach me.
After that class ended, I rushed to my locker to get the books I needed to complete my homework. As soon as I put my last book in my tote bag, Eli was standing next to me and this time I couldn't escape.
"Clare, will you please talk to me?" Eli begged. Before I could reject him again, Fit showed up.
"Emo Boy, go away." Fitz commanded. Eli wouldn't budge.
"Shut the fuck up, Mark." Eli retorted. Fitz looked like he was ready to rearrange Eli's face any second now.
"Wanna say that again, Emo Boy?" Fitz challenged and pulled up his sleeves.
"STOP!" I yelled. "Fitz, I'll meet you by your truck. Eli, you have 5 minutes and it better be worth my time."
Fitz snarled at Eli and obeyed my command. I turned my attention back to Eli, prepared for whatever he says.
"What do you want?" I asked annoyed that he almost picked a fight with Fitz. Did Eli have a girlfriend to have sex with?
"Why won't you talk to me?" Eli demanded. So much for ignoring him for the rest of my life.
"Oh I don't know. Maybe cause you broke my heart!" I said sarcastically and a little harshly. Was he that oblivious?
"I said I was sorry. I'm really sorry." Eli apologized again. I was starting to hate the word sorry.
"You think sorry fixes everything? Sorry is just a word, Eli! Ever heard of actions speak louder than words?" I was screaming now and I didn't care. I could feel tears forming and a lump in my throat.
"Well you wouldn't talk to me! How was I suppose to know to know Julia was coming to Degrassi?" Eli asked.
"You didn't but at least next time, don't make promises you can't keep!" I was crying now and my sobs were uncontrollable.
"What promises?" Eli questioned, confused at what I said. Is he series?
"Are you serious? The promises you made when we first started dating! You promised me that you were over Julia! You promised me you'd never leave! And you broke the one I really believed you would keep. You PROMISED me you'd never be like KC!" I screamed and now the tears were free falling from my eyes. Realization struck Eli and it was written clearly on his face.
"Oh my god. Clare, I am so-" Eli started and I interrupted.
"Save it for someone who cares." I managed to squeak and rushed out of the school towards Fitz's pick-up truck.
When he saw me, he had arms open wide and I ran into them. I cried and cried, staining Fitz's shirt with my tears. As soon as I controlled myself, I got into my best friend's truck and we drove silently to The Dot.
...
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Fitz asked for like the 5th time as we sat a table in the corner and reviewed math.
"Yes." I nodded and we continued with the math homework he was having difficulty with.
We were at The Dot eating fries, sipping chocolate milkshakes, and completing math. Well I was helping and Fitz was completing.
When we completed the math homework and eat some more fries, we left The Dot. We got into Fitz's blue pick-up and he dropped me off at my house.
"Thanks for the ride. I'll see you tomorrow." I said and smiled a little. Before I could get out, Fitz grabbed my wrist.
"Feel better and call me later." Fitz said and hugged me. I hugged him back. He let go and I got out of the truck. I walked up to my door and gave Fitz a small wave. And with that, he drove away. I opened the door and walked into my house.
I was now single Clare Diana Edwards and I was over and done with Elijah Goldsworthy.
...
"Hey." I said into the phone that night. I was home alone cause my mom was at a church fundraiser. Ever since my parents' divorce, church wasn't a daily ritual for me. I also didn't go because I did something bad. Really bad.
"Hey. What's up?" Fitz asked. I could faintly hear the television on.
"Reading Twilight. You?" I answer and flipped the page to the last book of Twilight, Breaking Dawn.
"You and your obsession with vampires. So anyway, my mom made a bet with me and it is the hardest bet I've ever been dealt with." He complained into the phone. I laughed because he never found bets hard.
"And what exactly is this lovely bet?" I questioned. I heard some shuffling in the backround.
"My mom thinks I can't find a good girl who will date actually me and not just have sex with me." He groaned softly and I started laughing hysterically.
"It's not funny!" Fitz pouted and I stopped laughing. I could hear him pout over the phone.
"Yeah it is. I mean every girl you've dated, you've had sex with." I said and I heard him groan again.
"I know which sucks since I don't know any girl who hasn't lost her virginity." He admitted. I kinda felt hurt when he said that but then again, I lost my viriginity.
"You don't?" I asked, hoping he'd say yes again. If he said yes, then he'd lose the bet and I would actually see the day where Mark Fitzgerald loses a bet. It would be a historical moment.
"No. I don't think so. Wait. I do! Clare, you're a virgin, right?" Fitz asked me excitedly. I mentally groaned.
"Um. No?" I squeaked the last part quietly. Yes, I, Saint Clare, had sex. I never thought I'd lose it before marriage but I did and I regret it.
"What? You had sex? When?" Fitz asked me.
"A couple of months ago. With Eli, but I regret it." I whispered softly into the phone. I'm pretty sure I heard something crash in the backround.
"Who else knows?" He asked calmly.
"Alli and my mom." I said truthfully. There's a pause.
"Clare. I just thought of the greatest idea." Fitz announced excitedly a few minutes later.
"What is it?" I asked cautiously.
"You could pretend to my girlfriend for like a few months and then we pretend break-up. Please? Will you do it?" He pleaded over the phone. I thought for a second. I mean this could get Eli jealous and realize what he lost.
"Okay but only because you're my best friend and because this could get Eli jealous." I replied.
"Thank you. I love you so much and if you really want to make him jealous, okay." I heard him say and I guess he's doing his little happy dance around his room. He loves winning bets.
"Okay. As of 11:09, you are officially my girlfriend, Clare Edwards." Fitz announces and I smile. Mark is officially my fake boyfriend.
Watch out, Elijah Goldsworthy.
um yeah. kbye(:
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