Turn my back to the door
Feel so much better now
Don't even try anymore
Nothin' left to lose
Chloe closed the door and turned. She visited his grave today. She doesn't try anything anymore. She just sits at the table as her food get's cold. Chloe lost her friends when he died.
Theres the voice that's in the air
Sayin' don't look back no where
Theres a voice that's always there
She hears his voice in her head saying to move on. She sees him everywhere. His voice is always there.
And I'll never be quite the same as I was before this,
Part of you still remains,
Though it's out of focus
She just sits on his side of the bed not getting out much. She's not the Chloe she was. She remembers her life, but it's mainly just a blur.
Your just somewhere that I've been
And I won't go back again
Your just somewhere that I've been
She tries not to remember him. Tries to move on. She doesn't allow herself to go back or move on.
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what its all about?
She lays in her bed and breathes in and out as if that's the only thing she can do.
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
She lives her busy life but she shouldn't. She thinks she should be with him.
No more words in my mouth
Chloe lost her ability to speak after she lost him.
Nothin' left to figure out
There's nothing she ever does without thinking of him.
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
Even though she can see him and hear him, she can't let go.
And I'll never be like I was the day I met you
Too naive? Yes, I was
Boy, that's why I let you in
She was never the same person she was with him. Sleepless, lifeless…
Wear your memory like a stain
Can't erase or numb the pain
Here to stay with me forever
She remembers him everyday and every second of her life.
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
She sits at her desk at work, staring at the plank computer document
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
She never forgives herself. She believes it's her fault and this is her punishment.
No more words in my mouth
She knew the words she should have said. She could have brought him to the hospital.
Nothin' left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
They both know his illness was serious. He wouldn't believe her. She could've of helped.
One of these days
I'll wake up from this bad dream I'm dreamin'
She knows that one day she will be with him…
One of these days I pray that I'll be, over, over, over you
She hopes that one day she will be over painful memories and will be with him.
One of these days I'll realize that I'm so tired of
Feelin' confused
She thinks that one day she will realize that she is confused about her life and gives up.
But for now there's a reason
That you're still here in my heart
His memory is imprinted in her heart. He was her love, She was his.
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
She's afraid she will stop breathing soon. Be out of this torture.
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
She soon fell sick. The same illness he got.
No more words in my mouth
She still never talks. As she's sick, she just hopes it wont get cured.
Nothin' left for me to doubt
When she got the report from the nurse, she didn't have to doubt anymore.
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
She still didn't forget him. Their wedding, their first kiss, the first time she saw him. Breathin' in , breathin' out
Breathin' in, breathin' out
Like I have the right to
Know the words in my mouth
She closed her eyes, thinking about seeing him again.
Nothin' left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you…
Chloe woke up from that terrible dream and saw Derek lying next to her. She snuggled up closer and went back into her sleep knowing that it was all just a dream, she was with him, and that was all that mattered.