This is a one-shot but if you want me to continue it then review and tell me. Italic are flashbacks from the war

Disclaimer: Don't want to lie and say I own it.

Parings: 01X05XR 03X04, past 13X02. Poor Duo.

"Duo. It's time to go home" Heero replied. I turn to look at him. He had changed a lot since the war, and so have the others except me. And I am not only talking about height.

"Duo" he called again. I look up to see him. I see him covered in blood. Not his own. Of the ones he killed. This sometimes happens to me. Not only with him but with others too. Even my sociologist does not know what to do. All we have done till now is pointless.

"You alright" he asked. A little caring seeping into his voice. As I said he has changed. He had become a little more expressive since he started dating Wu-Fei and Relena. Yeah big shock.

"Yeah. I am" I reply. I have not told any of the others about this. I don't want to worry them. Even after 25 years of war things have not settled down.

"Lets' go Hee-chan" and it sounds so fake to me but Heero doesn't notice my forced cheerfulness.

We arrive in the cafeteria to see Quarter talking to Trowa softly. Heero goes to claim a kiss from Wu-Fei and Relena. It is in time like these that I miss Trezie the most. Yeah I loved him but I can't fault Wu-Fei for killing him. He was only avenging his family and seeing I fought for revenge I understand. It is yet another thing I hid from them. Our relationship.

Ring Ring

I pick up my phone. It's my doctors.

"Guys I need to go" I told them but they ignore me. Like always. I liked the war better. At least they didn't ignore me.

"Guys I am going out" I said

"No baka. You will stay here" Heero replied.

"Aww. Can it be that Hee-chan is worried about me" I teased.

"You will expose our secret location by doing this. And if you do I will kill you" he told me

This reminds me of the days we all spend together.

No time for chat. Looks like I am here.

"So what's the verdict doc?" I asked. My doctor Mr. black is an old man with a lot of experience.

"I am sorry Mr. Maxwell. The results are not in favour. You have a year at most left if you don't take the treatment" he told me.

A year?

"I guess it's alright. It looks like Shinigami will collect his long due payment after all." I told him.

"It's no time to joke Duo" he explodes on me but seeing my serious expression his face softens. "You are not overexerting are you. You won't even try" he asked

"I should have died a long time ago. Besides you told me that it has a 5% chance of success and I want the nightmare to end" I told him and I know that the night will be long.

I knew the night will be long.

"Solo. Don't die" little Duo asked

"Sorry kid." He replied

"Sister Helen. Father Maxwell" 10 years old Duo said.

"Take this cross Duo and be safe. Believe in god" sister Helen said.

I shot in the shoulder. Heavy bleeding. 'sorry can't die yet'

Yes an overdue payment to Shinigami is in order. One year. I can hang on. Won't let the memories get better of me.

I am only alone not broken. Only alone.

End. If you want to read more then review and tell me otherwise this is the end. Maybe I will write a sequel.