Title: To what end
Chapter One: Abstruse
The misfortunes that can kill one can kill all. Even the strongest of wills shall fall victim to the thing that plagues us. Not being able to measure up to what others think of us. Constantly being judged. Some, the ones that can stand up to all the judgements, and know who they are, that understand who they are inside, they are the ones that will become something. They are the ones that will survive. But those, the few, or the many, that can not, shall commit suicide, self-sacrifice, unsure of their surroundings, unsure of themselves, they will end their own lives. Hoping to better themselves in the next life. They think that suicide is so hard to do, but it is harder to live then it is to die. To live through the troubles and pull through, confident, is harder then to give up on yourself, and take the easier way around your problems by ending it.
What are the reasons that one would end their lives? Is anything really too hard to cope with? There are so many questions unanswered that flow through my mind. Many questions that will never really be answered. What if some one that you loved, more then yourself, more then anything, some one that you felt so good around, they made you feel like a god in your own right, what if that person was to die. Would that be a reason to end your own life? Perhaps they were not dead yet and you could see their death happening in your mind. You knew that is was coming. Would you do all in your power to stop the inevitable? Would that be worth your own life? To save the one you love? Or, let me ask you this; what is your life worth to you? And what is worth more? And if nothing, then what may have the possibility of becoming worth more? What would you sacrifice yourself for?
What is the one thing that is worth everything to you? Who is the one person? What is something that you would never tell anyone that knew who you were? Or tell anyone period? Would you tell this one person? What if the one you love, you were not able to tell them that you loved them, for fear of rejection, and for fear that you may scare them away. If you had a great secret, something that you knew shouldn't be told, something that may ruin you, if given to the wrong person, but you need it to be known, so someone may understand. Who would you tell? None of this is making sense to me any more. I do not know, one thing from another. But I do know who I am. And I know what I know. And all of these questions plague me. So I search for the answers, and still, I have found none. Everything I jumbled and nothing is in order. I don't know what to say, or where to go. But I do know what I need to do. But how to go about it?
Disclaimer: I do not own dragon ball z. Sorry, and you may not know it yet, but this will be a dbz story, unless you decide other wise. ^ _ ^
AN: This is my first chapter. I am hoping that it is long enough. ^ _ ^ This is going to be a serious story. And I am hoping to make it somewhat interactive. So this is where you determine what happens next. So you need to review for me, or you can email me at Buggirl_25@hotmail.com. There are many questions in this chapter, they are there so you can see into the mind of the main character. Have you figured out who that is yet? Tell me in the review who you think it is. Please? And remember, you decide on how this story goes along. I need them a.s.a.p. I am currently working on chapter one, so no ideas will be included in that chapter. But chapter two and further I want ideas or whole chapters if you think there should be improvements. This is where you decide.
Thankyou! And hopefully I receive some reviews! This is going to be your story! P.S. Include your email if you wish for me to email YOU!! * Giggle * ^ _ ^
Chapter One: Abstruse
The misfortunes that can kill one can kill all. Even the strongest of wills shall fall victim to the thing that plagues us. Not being able to measure up to what others think of us. Constantly being judged. Some, the ones that can stand up to all the judgements, and know who they are, that understand who they are inside, they are the ones that will become something. They are the ones that will survive. But those, the few, or the many, that can not, shall commit suicide, self-sacrifice, unsure of their surroundings, unsure of themselves, they will end their own lives. Hoping to better themselves in the next life. They think that suicide is so hard to do, but it is harder to live then it is to die. To live through the troubles and pull through, confident, is harder then to give up on yourself, and take the easier way around your problems by ending it.
What are the reasons that one would end their lives? Is anything really too hard to cope with? There are so many questions unanswered that flow through my mind. Many questions that will never really be answered. What if some one that you loved, more then yourself, more then anything, some one that you felt so good around, they made you feel like a god in your own right, what if that person was to die. Would that be a reason to end your own life? Perhaps they were not dead yet and you could see their death happening in your mind. You knew that is was coming. Would you do all in your power to stop the inevitable? Would that be worth your own life? To save the one you love? Or, let me ask you this; what is your life worth to you? And what is worth more? And if nothing, then what may have the possibility of becoming worth more? What would you sacrifice yourself for?
What is the one thing that is worth everything to you? Who is the one person? What is something that you would never tell anyone that knew who you were? Or tell anyone period? Would you tell this one person? What if the one you love, you were not able to tell them that you loved them, for fear of rejection, and for fear that you may scare them away. If you had a great secret, something that you knew shouldn't be told, something that may ruin you, if given to the wrong person, but you need it to be known, so someone may understand. Who would you tell? None of this is making sense to me any more. I do not know, one thing from another. But I do know who I am. And I know what I know. And all of these questions plague me. So I search for the answers, and still, I have found none. Everything I jumbled and nothing is in order. I don't know what to say, or where to go. But I do know what I need to do. But how to go about it?
Disclaimer: I do not own dragon ball z. Sorry, and you may not know it yet, but this will be a dbz story, unless you decide other wise. ^ _ ^
AN: This is my first chapter. I am hoping that it is long enough. ^ _ ^ This is going to be a serious story. And I am hoping to make it somewhat interactive. So this is where you determine what happens next. So you need to review for me, or you can email me at Buggirl_25@hotmail.com. There are many questions in this chapter, they are there so you can see into the mind of the main character. Have you figured out who that is yet? Tell me in the review who you think it is. Please? And remember, you decide on how this story goes along. I need them a.s.a.p. I am currently working on chapter one, so no ideas will be included in that chapter. But chapter two and further I want ideas or whole chapters if you think there should be improvements. This is where you decide.
Thankyou! And hopefully I receive some reviews! This is going to be your story! P.S. Include your email if you wish for me to email YOU!! * Giggle * ^ _ ^