"So you are going to go see Damon" Stefan had asked me,
"Ya, I know Damon is upset with the whole Rose thing, so I just have to let him know that I'm here for him" I put on my jacket and I kiss Stefan and say goodbye, and now I'm on my way to the boarding house.
I get there and just let myself in, the door was open and I figured Damon might not answer if I had knocked anyway. "Damon, its Elena" I walk into the parlor and see him pouring himself a drink.
"And what have I done to deserve the pleasure of your company Miss Gilbert" I can tell he's trying to keep his walls up, he's trying to act like last night didn't affect him, but I can see right through that.
"I just came to check to see how you're doing" Damon rolled his eyes, and looked at me while taking a sip from his glass.
"Like I told you yesterday, I'm fine" now I roll my eyes and I walk up to him.
"I'm not stupid Damon, and I can see right through your tough guy act, you are hurting, and pretending that you're not isn't going to help you move on" I can tell he is getting aggravated by what I'm saying, only cause he knows I'm right.
"So what, you wanna hear how I killed Rose, would you like me to describe it to you in detail" that took me off guard, I didn't know he killed her I just thought that the poison had done it, now I feel even worse for Damon.
"I didn't know that, oh my gosh Damon I am so sorry, you must be in so much pain." He laughed at that, though it didn't hold any humor in it.
"I've killed a lot of people and quite a few vampires before, just because I knew Rose for about 5 minutes doesn't change anything, it meant nothing and she meant nothing." He shoots back the rest of his drink, and goes to put his coat on.
"Where are you going" He starts going outside and I follow him.
"Out, if you don't mind I have very important things to attend to."
"Like what, drinking yourself to death" he turns around and gives me this serious look.
"Don't be silly Elena I'm already dead" and with that he turned around and got into his car and drove away. Gosh he makes me so irritated sometimes, only Damon can make you want to hug him tight and never let go and punch him in the face at the same time. So I drive back to my house.
I walk inside and see Jeremy coming down the stairs. "so how is Damon holding up" He goes to sit on the couch and I go and sit next to him "he likes to pretend he's fine, but I can tell he is lying, He is trying to act like he has shut off his emotions but I know he hasn't and I'm kind of worried that he might." Jeremy just looks at me and shakes his head. "Elena, I know you know Damon better than that, he may say he is or has, but we both know that he wont. He cares too much for you to do that, and even if he didn't, I don't think he even knows how to shut them off now." I hope he's right. I look to the TV. and see that there is a missing girl named Jessica, poor girl, I hope she's alright.