Authors Note: Okay here we go I guess. I've never done a FanFic before so please excuse me if it sucks. I have been holding this story inside of me for quite some time now and I just neet to let i out!

Everything is messed up. Cook's in custody and Freddy is gone. And what happens when Naomi suffers from an accident that will change her and Emily's relatioship...?

Chapter one

Naomi's bedroom - 3:35 Am

Naomi

"I love you."

"I know, I love you too."

I let my fingers slide from Emily's arm down to her hip, my fingertips tingling at the feeling of her bare skin. I felt like the happiest person in the entire word, I got my girl back. And that was all that mattered to me.

I looked at Emily as she struggled to keep her eyelids open. It had been a long night for both of us, and I looked at her as she fell asleep. I gently wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to me. I feelt her snuggling into me and I kissed her on her red-haired head and allowed myself to fall asleep as well.

Freddie's shed – earlier

I heard the rest of them in there. I heard Panda, Effy, Thomas, Cook, Karen, JJ, Katie and Emily. How could I… no I have to be brave. I have to be brave if I want her back. She can hurt me and leave me, but at least I would have tried.

"Who's gonna start?" I heard JJ say and in the same moment I took a deep breath. I opened the door and walked in.

"I will..." I analyzed the room with my gaze and stop when my eyes met Emily's.

"I've loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. You know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn't work.

When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault. But really I was just terrified of the pain. I screwed that girl Sophia, to kind of spite you for having that hold on me. And I'm a total fucking coward because… I got these… these tickets to Goa for us three months ago."

I pulled out the tickets I got from my purse. I looked for a second at the tickets in my hands, knowing that I wanted to go with Emily, I wanted to see the world with her, us together.

"But I, I couldn't stand… I didn't want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it's hard. It's so horrible. Because, really. I'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me"

I had poured my heart out in front of everybody and I felt exhausted. I looked at Emily through watery eyes hoping that she had fucking got it, that I was willing to do anything to get her back. I stood and looked at her for what felt like hours. And then finally she made a move, she walked towards me and put her arms around me and then she kissed me, soft and passionate. It was the first proper kiss in ages and how I had longed for those lips to touch mine.

When she pulled back I could see that she cried. Her eyes were all watery and I hugged her tight, breathing in the wonderful smell of her hair.

I don't ever want to lose her again.

The rest of the night was pure heaven. We played games and looked at some new tricks from JJ. And through the whole night I never left Emily's side.

"Here drink this" Katie said and put a shot of vodka in Emily's hand.

I took the glass from Emily as soon as Katie looked away and poured it into another glass on the little table in front of me. I didn't want Emily to get too drunk. She was already drunk enough. And I realized that so was I. Everything felt like a dream.

After a couple of hours I decided it was time for me and Ems to get back to our place, which in reality was mine but she stayed there. She'd practically moved in, and I absolutely loved it. Especially now when we got the whole place to ourselves when mum and Kieran were out traveling. I think they went to America... but I was defenately not sure. I wouldn't get surprised if they were in the middle of the Atlantic ocean either.

"I love you" Emily said, my heart bounced with joy at those words. We were lying on top of our bed, our hands entwined holding etch other. I looked down at our hands as I let my thumb trace around the back of Emily's hand.

I looked up into her eyes. She leaned forward and kissed me and I responded to the kiss, our tongues dancing together. I loved the taste of her. I let my tongue slide along her bottom lip just to feel the softness and fullness of her lips. I felt her hand stroking my spine and I felt how I got turned on by that simple move. She seemed to know exactly which buttons to push, damn her.

"Stop that!" I said pulling away from her for a second.

"What?" Emily asked with the most innocent voice she could pull off.

"Fuck you!" I said kissing her again.

"I'd love that" She said still stoking my spine as her other hand traced my thigh. She smirked.

How could I resist that answer? I pushed her back on the bed while ripping her dress of as she ripped mine off. I stared down at perfection, beautiful Emily, with her beautiful figure and beautiful breasts. And she was all mine. I screwed up so bad and she still wanted me. How could you not love someone like that?

I kissed her on her mouth, between her breasts, on her stomach working my way down towards her clit. I licked her, teased her. First slow then faster, and I could hear Emily moan. Not much was needed to push her over the edge.

"I love you!" She called out.

I kissed her inner thigh and then I crawled back over her and gave her another kiss on her soft pink lips. She flipped me over with an unexpected force and put both her hands on my hips to hold me down as she started her magic. I felt her love and passion so strong, and I screamed out her name as my orgasm started to build up. When I threw myself over the edge my body stiffened and then I felt how my whole body when numb.

We had never made love with this much feeling before. It was just desire. I think it was a step in our process of building us up again. I felt how Emily lay down on top of me, kissing my shoulders. Oh, how I loved her more than anything.

Naomi's place – 11:30 Am

Emily

I woke up by a sound from downstairs. It sounded like a pan hitting hardwood floor. I looked around to find her, but I couldn't. Although I knew she was downstairs I'd hope to wake up with her by my side.

This night had been fuckin amazing. She made me melt over at Freddie's and I had promised myself to never let her think I was ever going to leave her. Why would I, she's the one perfect thing in my crazy life, the one thing that is holding me together.

"Ems, hun, breakfast." My thoughts interrupted as she opened the bedroom door.

I turned around facing my love in a T-shirt and knickers. I looked at her perfect body and to my liking the T-shirt was thin enough for me to see through it. She looked at me raising her eyebrow giving med that Campbell look.

"Emily Fitch, you perv!" Naomi threw a pillow at me as I tried to get up from bed. The force of the throw pillow made me fall back again.

"Okay, I'm sorry. You mentioned breakfast." I sneaked pass her through the door, giving her a kiss on the cheek as I went past.

I never knew breakfast could taste so good, I leaned back on the chair. I knew Naomi could cook. But I never knew she was that good.

"Was it good hun?" She asked as she picked off the table and kissed me on my head.

I just nodded in response and rose to help with the dishes. I wrapped my arms around her from behind and rested my head on her shoulder. I was breathing in her, the scent I would never get tired of smelling.

I knew I owed her. She had opened up her heart for me yesterday, something I never knew Naomi could do. I had realized with time that she was actually very fragile underneath her hard surface.

I felt her turning around in my embrace to face me. I looked into her blue eyes.

"I'm sorry to. I'm sorry for trying to punish you. I punished you more than you deserved and I love you more than anything… I hope you know that." There I said it. I search in her eyes for a reaction. At least I had apologized for the wrong things I'd made. I know it won't make them undone, but at least she now knew I was sorry.

"I know you're sorry Ems… I love you too." She leaned over and kissed me. My body shivering from the touch of her hands on my back underneath my T-shirt.

Next day

Naomi

I looked into my closet realizing I had nothing that would fit the weather in Goa. So I decided that today Ems and I were going out shopping, and maybe stopping by the park.

With three shopping bags and two ice creams we sat down on a bench in the park. It was actually an unusually good weather for being England. The sun shined and no gray clouds on the sky were visible.

"I fucking love this ice cream." Emily said.

I looked at Emily as she just finished hers. I had only started on mine.

"Jesus Ems, you eat like if you were an elephant." I said sarcastic wrinkling my nose as I looked at her. I just hope she noticed I was being sarcastic, but you never knew with Emily. She's stronger than me but also very sensitive.

"You think I look fat?" Emily asked looking up on me with big puppy eyes. Thank god that I could see a little smile on her lips.

"Maybe, but it doesn't matter hun… just more for me to love hey." I smirked and turned back to my ice cream.

The next second I could feel how my whole face got cold as I realized my ice cream had been smashed against my face.

"I'm not fat!" Emily said with played hurt in her voice. I could tell that she played because I've come to learn her emotions. If she would have been hurt for real my heart would have twitched, as it always did when she was sad.

I wiped my face of and threw myself onto Emily and we rolled around in the grass. She ended up on top of me, licking the rest of the ice cream off my face. When she got to my mouth she kissed me. I let my tongue slide into her mouth as we laid there on the grass, allowing her warmth to fill my body.

We both sat curled up in the sofa with a pizza in front of us, half with meat for Emily. After a long day out shopping some clothes for our trip to Goa it was nice just being together. Emily had long ago fallen asleep after eating a bit of her pizza-half. Her arms were wrapped around me and she rested her head on my chest as I stroked her over her red hair.

Then someone knocked on the door.

'Jesus'. I tried to get up without waking Emily. But her change of breathing told me I had failed.

"Someone's at the door." She mumbled sleepy as she sat up.

"I know I'll take it." I walked to the door and as I opened it I got as surprised and shocked as if someone would have shot a bullet through our window…

"Miss Campbell. We would like to have a word with you." The policeman said while I turned around facing a big eyed Emily.

"You too as well." The policeman made a gesture towards Emily.

"What the fuck?!" I looked over the policeman's shoulder and saw another policeman open the door to a police car.

What could we possible have done? I couldn't remember breaking the law. I couldn't recall anything… If it wasn't me then… I looked over at Emily who looked totally blank back at me with a confused face. Was someone joking with us? But the policeman didn't seem to joke at all…

"If you please follow us." The policeman said and led us both out of the house closing the car door behind us as we jumped into the car.

I looked out through the window and saw the blue door disappear as we rounded a corner.