This is a little sad thing I came up with. In memory of my cousin. this is NOT a oneshot.
No matter what would and could happpen, I will never turn my back on my friends. like I did one time. Things are different, life can change. Learning things like death are the hardest things to realize until it is too late. The person dies, right before your eyes, and you can be filled with the grief and loss of one close to you. That happened to me once before, and that is something I will always regret. I killed her, the only person that meant something to me. I think that I should die, but I know that I will never be able to actually try to live without her. I hear her voice, telling me to stay alive. I know that I should, but grief runs skin deep, especially if you were the one who killed that person. you could never get revenge, because it would be on yourself. i blame myself, missing her smile, her laugh, her scent...basically everything. One day i will be up with her, but not for a while. Because I will live on, with her memeories...everything. I will never forget you, Kagome. Never
