A/N: Quick little scrabble fic.. This won't have many chapters; they will mostly be short and fluffy. Hope you guys enjoy. :)
Disclaimer: Twilight= not mine.
Edward's POV
I knew I had quite some groveling to do before Bella could trust that I wouldn't leave again, but I had underestimated just how painful coping with my mistakes would be.
I felt her fear when she held on to me too tightly in her sleep, and when her eyes lit up in a brief moment of panic when I had to go hunt or carry out an errand. I saw her agony in the times when she would have nightmares of me leaving her in the woods again, and in the spilled tears she left on my shirt upon realizing in relief that I was in bed with her. I recognized her growing dislike of her own humanness in the way she practically begged of me to change her every day since our return.
I knew it was all my fault.
I knew.
I planned on doing whatever I could to reassure her of my love for her... but some wounds cannot be simply repaired. I had known exactly how to hurt her: by exploiting her insecurities. After my dreadful mistakes, it was my duty to make her realize I had no plans to leave, and clear her head from any residual doubts about our relationship, or the depth of my feelings for her.
Today, I took a page out of my 20th century self, and I began concocting a plan.
A plan to win back my mate.