Title: "Angel Tear's"
Author: GodsChild586
Disclaimer: I own it all
Distribution: Tell me first I love my name in print.
It was raining the day we lost you, the complete opposite of the day we
first met. The day I first held you was the greatest day of my life. I had
been in labor for 30 hours, but when I saw you it was all worth it. You
were so tiny, your dad was crying, I was crying, me, Lorelai Leigh Mirano
was crying. After all the scary things I've faced, I was crying out of pure
joy at the sight of my beautiful baby girl nestled safely in my arms, I
vowed I'd never let anyone hurt you. You were my first child and I would
die before anyone hurt you. I only wish I could have. It had started after
collage, when your dad and I got married. We had been married six months
when we found out we were going to have a baby.
Rory walked in to the house and put her bag down on the table with her
keys. She had a huge grin on her face as she poured a glass of water and
went to find Jess.
"Jess, honey are you home yet?"
"Yea, I'm in here, in the bedroom, what did the doctor say?"
"Jess, we're going to have a baby."
Jess grabbed Rory up in a hug and started to dance around the room
screaming "we're having a baby, I'm going to be a dad."
The first three months were horrible, I was sick all the time and work was
almost nonexistent. If it weren't for your dad and every one else, I would
have given up. Your Grandma Lorelai and Grandpa Luke, Aunt Lane and Uncle
Dave, and your dad were always there for me. Lane and my mom threw me a
baby shower and I got all the things I needed to make you the most
wonderful nursery I could. On May 25,2004 I met my sweet baby girl.
"Okay Rory, a few more pushes and we'll meet your baby,
push.........2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10...breath, and again
push.........2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10, okay, don't push, here's the head. Put
your hands down here and pull your baby out, one big push and you'll meet
your baby, push.......2,3,4,5,6, here she is, it's a girl!
The doctor placed the baby on a blanket on Rory's chest and Rory hugged her
with all her might, for once in her life all was right with the world. The
next day they took baby Jessica Lane Mirano home and started the best two
years of their life.
For two wonderful years life was great, baby Jessie grew and became a
beautiful young lady, she had her dad's soulful eyes and her mom's soft
brown hair. When she was two she started getting bruises all over herself
and became very weak and tired. They took her to a doctor who ran tons of
tests and couldn't find what was wrong with her. She was sent to a
specialist who ran even more tests.
The doctor called Rory and Jess and gave them the worse news they had ever
heard. Their precious baby girl had cancer. Jessie fought with all she had
until she couldn't fight anymore.
"Jess, I hate this, this feeling of being so helpless, my baby is dying and
I can't fight what's killing her." As she said this Rory broke down in to
tears in Jess's arms. Jess held her and rocked her as his own tears mingled
with hers. When she was cried out she stood up and walked over to Jessie.
She picked Jessie up and cuddled her close.
"Jessie, I love you baby, daddy and me love you so much. We know how hard
you fought for us and we want you to stop fighting and rest, you deserve to
rest, we love you so much, and we'll never stop fighting, but we know that
you need to stop fighting and we love you, today and forever.
Rory placed a small kiss on Jessie's head followed by Jess doing the same.
The heart monitor started to beep as Rory and Jess looked out the window.
The tear's falling down their cheeks matched the rain as the tears from
heaven kissed the ground and baby Jessica Lane Mirano went to heaven to
join her Grandfather, who waited with open arms.
May, 26,2007 One day after her third birthday, Jessie went back to the
angels.
