My eyes opened to bright lights I felt the heat of the unforgiving sun my eyes felt numb from the sand storm last night and my skin burns from being on this maker forsaken planet my lips yearn for water…sweet…sweet…water I snap out of it quickly hurrying to the compartment under my speeder I keep it safe just in case the men made of junk find me I know they have a different name but that's what they basically are. I reach for the bottle underneath I open the cap and start drinking empty I thought as I drank what was left of it its hell here and it will always be hell here but I deserve it every single minute of suffering I have had to endure on this hell of a rock for what i did to my father… my mother…my uncle…the cause I killed so many for only to betray and kill them… but absolutely none of that compares to what I did to…..rey my sweet beautiful jedi…how I have failed to protect you.
How I failed to protect the ones that would become our children this desert of death and misery and memories that try to hurt me. But the memories can't hurt me….for all of them are dead how ironic that I would meet the same fate as my uncle exiled and abandoned on a deserted planet all because I couldn't save them, then again none of this would have happened if I had just...WAKED UP….. ben awoke from the nightmare he pinched his skin to make sure it was real, it was he remembered where he was the finalizer he sighed a relief that it was simply just a dream, nothing more and nothing less are you all right? I felt that you were scared Rey said across the bond im okay, I just had a really bad nightmare is all kylo said across the bond. Good don't scare me like that you had me worried rey said sounding stressed out. I'm sorry ben said I overreacted sorry for waking you up kylo said. Goodnight ben rey said goodnight rey kylo said as he went back to sleep replaying reys words to himself to bring comfort to himself. Only a dream kylo said as he closed his eyes and started to sleep again only this time he hoped he didn't have any dreams at all for dreams can be like children they can be the happiest things to ever happen to you….or they will haunt you for the rest of your life till tge day you die the end