Cursed

Well…..I'm in NYAHNYAHNYAHNYAH mood. I love reviews even if the reviews are mean, but I get irked when I am asked about things that are going happen later on in the story and it's like KYAH don't ask me I don't wish to reveal anything…..CRIES! SOOOOOO here I am stepping away from any Kanda x Allen and I am going to attempt a Tyki x Allen. Mind you I still don't know much of Tyki's POV and this is probably going to be VERY OC for him…..Enjoy. Oh this is in Allens POV of course. I have read the whole Manga but in this Allen has left the order but not from the standards in the Manga.


I walk along the street of London pulling the hood to my black coat over my head as the heavy rain poured down from above. It's been almost a year since I've left the Black Order living on my own. In my travels from France to Germany to Belarus and now finally here I have come across the other exorcists always making sure to keep myself hidden. If I did spot any of them I would purposely get a room next to theirs at the inns for any gossip and news. I was a wanted criminal in their underground world. I was fine with that though, I was known as the cursed one anyways and didn't need to cause any of them trouble. Luckily no rumors have been going around London about innocence or akuma or anything that would give off that red flag, maybe I could get some real rest before beginning my travels to Russia just so I could go into Siberia also known as an ice wasteland. I could live there for a while being unnoticed. I top at a cross area making sure it was okay to cross before running across the street to the other side stopping once I reached the railing looking over the river. I wasn't really looking at the river just starring off in general. I missed the company of people, but I couldn't be there any more I had to leave and now I have to keep moving.

"Of all places in the world we find you here Allen." I feel my eyes widen as spin around my gaze locking on with none other than form of Yu Kanda. Lavi Bookman was with him as well and I knew this wasn't going to end well.

"H-how did you two f-find me?" I asked unable to force back the stutter as I took a step backwards away from them.

"It wasn't hard actually. We know this is where everything occurred for you Allen. The whole beginning with Mana and being taken in by General Cross." Lavi and explained and I could only curse to myself for my own stupidity.

"Now we're only going to ask once, let us take you back quietly and maybe you won't get reprimanded as heavily. The Order may actually let you return to being an exorcist." Kanda warned and I know this was my one and only chance to redeem myself, but I didn't want that. I wasn't a good person anymore, so instead of taking him up on his offer I turned on my heal and bolted down the sidewalk crossing the street not far off. I could hear the both of them begin chasing after me. I did have one advantage and that was I knew they wouldn't be able to use their weapons as I ran into a light crowd easily dodging those left and right.

"ALLEN!" Kanda yelled and I had to take a sharp turn down a set of stairs letting myself topple down them as he had reached to grab me. I had to ignore the pain that rushed through me just so I could stand back up to my feet and take off running. I knew Kanda wouldn't be that far behind me.

"Stop running Allen we don't wish to hurt you!" Lavi shouted and just clenched my teeth.

"Could have fooled me Lavi!" I shouted remembering the few times I did run head on with the Order and was immediately attacked. I've even been attacked by finders and the reason wasn't for leaving the Order but for something the order found out about me. My ankle was beginning to throb in pain from when I let myself fall down the stairs and I forced myself forward and up a set of stairs having to take another sharp turn from that damn Samurai coming out of no where. My lungs burned from how much I was pushing myself to run, I cursed myself for running the way I did as we entered a secluded area. I was almost hit with the large and extended hammer of Lavi's. The shockwave from the attack sent me flying to the side skidding across the ground until my back and head collided with the wall behind me. I knew it was over then as they had gotten to close for me to run.

"That offer Kanda…it was all sweet talk wasn't it?" I asked forcing myself up to my feet glaring at them through my white hair. I would have to apologize to him for getting captured and possibly never seeing him again.

"Sorry Allen but we were hoping you were going to fall for it so it wouldn't come down to this." Lavi said stepping forward and I could feel myself clench my teeth together.

"I fucking hate you all!" I growled out activating my innocence and aiming it at them right as Kanda had stepped forward unsheathing Mugen.

"Allen don't fight back, it wouldn't be wise. Don't want any innocent people getting hurt now do you?" He asked with a smirk on his face and I know he is playing with me. I finally feel my own smirk dance across my face.

"Funny, that part of me died a long time ago. I'm not a good guy anymore Kan-Da, so I don't give a shit!" I snapped, I fired the gun my arm turned into before hoping over the bridge wall. I wasn't surprised of the sharp pain that followed after the snapping sound and the resonating scream that tore out of my mouth. But even then I used the wall to move forward even though my ankle had just broke. I had to get away. I had to get to him! It was then fear began to build into me when Kanda and Lavi jumped to in front of me. Lavi had that sad disappointed look upon his face and of course the scowl Kanda always wore was now there. I could tell that deep down they didn't want to do this. I pushed myself to up to as much as I could leaning against the wall the gun aimed at them. They knew and I knew that it wouldn't fire now as it slowly deactivated.

"We're taking you in Allen, they want you alive." Lavi said and Kanda began to walk forward after sheathing Mugen of course. I could feel myself become overwhelmed with fear and anxiety as tears broke through mixing with the heavy rain.

"T…Tyki." I choked out slowly closing my eyes waiting to be grabbed. But my thoughts were interrupted by a blast in front of me and I open my eyes to see Kanda had jumped backwards both him and Lavi getting there weapons ready once more to begin fighting. I smile weakly when an arm snakes around my waist pulling me into a firm chest.

"I'm sorry boys but I cannot allow the exorcists to kill this one. You see he belongs to me." I hear Tyki's voice as his hand around my waist travels up until it's over my eyes shielding my line of eye sight. I feel a whip of wind surround us and a numbing feeling as Tyki keeps me held close to him. I hear shouts from Kanda and Lavi and soon they two are silent. I realize that I have passed out and I am floating about in the darkness of my mind. It doesn't last for too long and I wake up starring up at a white ceiling. Turning my head I see that the rays of the moon are coming in from the opened balcony door. I feel myself smile knowing exactly where I am. Tyki has brought me here once before. Forcing myself to sit up I'm not at all surprised when I can move my ankle without it hurting. Tyki most likely had one of the other Noah's heal it for me and that brings a smile to my face. Standing from the bed I make my way out onto the balcony starring up at the sky of the order wandering what location Road had chosen to be in. Wherever it was, it was very peaceful and I couldn't help but be relaxed from it.

"I'm surprised you're awake?" Turning to look behind me I see Road standing there with a concerned look upon her face.

"Why wouldn't I? It was only a broken ankle." I say and she sighs before walking out and leaning forward onto the railing with crossed arms her chin resting onto them as she looked up at the moon. "I'm guessing more happened when everything went dark?" I asked following suit with her but I kept my head held up and only leaned my elbows onto the railing.

"Yea, in an attempt to kill you since they couldn't capture you…Kanda had, had a hidden poisoned knife and threw it. It stabbed you in the stomach. Originally Tyki wasn't going to bring you here because him and I didn't know how the Earl would react. He panicked suddenly appearing at the dinner with you in his arms begging for you to be saved. I'm so glad you were saved." She explained to me and I knew she was close to crying, leaning my head down I rested my forehead onto her shoulder a sad smile on my face.

"I'll have to thank the Earl later then for choosing to not let me die. By the way…where is Tyki?" I asked after going back to starring up at the moon.

"In a meeting with the Earl, he's still in trouble you know. Not only for hiding his relationship with you, but for secretly always protecting you Allen. You know this makes you not just our guest but a prisoner as well until we decide what to do with you?" She says and I feel her eyes on me. I can only sigh.

"Road I don't regret ever falling in love with Tyki. It was back before either of us knew who each other were. I was still being trained under cross and he was still in that raggedy human form. I fell in love with Tyki for who is…Not because he's a Noah. Just because I had become an exorcist means nothing, I will willingly switch sides if it means I'll be forever by Tyki's side." I smile feeling the first of the tears fall from my eyes and I can't help when my knees buckle and I'm knelt on the ground letting the sobs out my hands still gripping onto the railing my head leaned on the space between the bars as I cried. I feel road next to me and she pulls me into her as I cry into her chest wrapping my arms around her.

"It's okay Allen, even if the Earl decides on killing you…I will never let that happen, because Tyki is special to me and you're special to me as well. You're family and I never let my family get hurt." She explains her hand smoothing my hair out. I couldn't help as I cry harder and I feel my body beginning to shack now. We sit there for a while and soon I feel nothing but numbness in her arms as she begins to hum. After a while I finally sit up going back to starring at the moon and I can't help but feel like my situation will become very bad. The Earl won't want to keep me alive, he'll have me killed off and I didn't wish for Road or Tyki to go on the run just to hide and protect me.

"Allen?" Road finally asks and I sigh not averting my eyes from the moon.

"I want to thank you Road, but if the Earl decides that he wants me dead then I won't run. I won't allow you and Tyki to run from your family for the sake of the cursed boy with no home." I explain shifting so I can bring my knees up to my chest and hug my legs.

"But Allen….!" She begins to say and I turn my head sharply to stare at her with my blank eyes.

"It's been one year now…One year since I've been getting chased by the Order. You two wouldn't just be running from your family but by them as well. So please, if he decides to kill me….let him kill me." I say by now I am looking at the ground tears falling again at the very thought of having to leave Tyki.

"That won't be happening Walker." Road and I both find ourselves jumping to our feet seeing the Millennium Earl standing there in the door way of the balcony. My eyes widen at his human form and I can't form any coherent thoughts. The Earl's human form looks to that exactly of Mana, but that couldn't be possible and I just keep it to my thoughts.

"Millennium Sir?" Road asks stepping forward a hopeful look and hopeful smile upon her face and the man before us only smiles.

"Allen is to become part of the family Noah or not." He says and she only squeals in happiness hugging me then hugging onto the man. I just feel myself left in shock before smile a bit myself.

"Thank Millennium Earl Sir." I say finding myself linking my hands to behind my back. He only nods his head to me.

"You really have grown from that rowdy misbehaving child that you used be Red." He said and walked off Road in tow. I could stand there starring at what just came from his mouth. Sighing I shake it from my thoughts turning to look to the moon once more my back to the door. I'm not surprised when arms wrap around me and I am pulled into that ever familiar chest of Tyki Mikk.

"You really are something Allen and I can't wait to find out more about you." He says lips pressing onto my neck and suck in a breath as he sucked on the skin.

"Tyki…" I let out a small moan, he kisses up to my ear taking the appendage of skin into his mouth as one of his hands gently caresses around my neck his other hand slipping to under my shirt.

"Allen…" He whispers lustfully into my ear sending shivers through me and I feel goosebumps start appearing onto my arms.

"Please…I want you so bad…A year is too long." I beg feeling my body press into him. Before I know it I am led back into the room and shoved onto my back onto the bed and then Tyki straddling me pressing his lips to mine his fingers tangling into my hair. He soon breaks the kiss.

"I'm not taking you completely yet Allen. I want that day to be a special day, a very special day." He says and I nod my head smiling to him reaching my hand up and cupping his cheek gently.

"I know we've had this talk already before Tyki. I'm fine with you just touching and kissing me. I'm okay even if all we ever did was hold hands." I smile and he smiles back.

"I love you so much Allen, you have no idea." He says before he's kissing me again and I eagerly kiss him back. I won't tell him that I do know because of Road. I want to spend the next eternity proving my love to him while he's proving his own to me. I guess we both live cursed lives, but this small happiness is enough for me to go to the grave with.


Well there you have my sweet and cute little one shot! Let me know in the reviews if I should continue this ^_^.