I'm not the kind of man who will keep you...
You can't be my beautiful girl...
(I'll leave you, I'll kick you to the curb)
Why can't I do this here?
(I like you but I can't make you mine)
Don't break up with me like this
All we could do was look...she looked at me...and I looked at her. It had been a long time since we last spoke to each other, since we where in a room alone together...it had been a year since, IT, happened...we were now graduates of Shikon High, and soon to be college freshmen..I gave her the once over.
I hadn't seen her for a long time, she transferred out of all the classes we had together, I couldn't blame her, I would've done the same.
She still dressed simple, a colored tee, jeans, and uggs. Her hair was slightly shorter though, clipped ends? She was still curvy and beautiful...but few things did change...she used to have a air of confidence around her, that air is gone, its been polluted.
Her once cheerful chocolate brown eyes filled with joy, had been replaced by hurt, sad, and betrayed eyes.
Shessomaru was right...everything I touch brakes.
Sighing I run my fingers through my hair, I guess its time to brake the tension
"Kagome...Im sorry for last year...it was a mistake..I didn't mean it."
She looked down at her lap, bangs covering her eyes...I didn't have to be a half-demon to know that was on the verge of tears...
"Just tell me...why cheated on me Inuyasha... I thought we had something, something real. I didn't know that what we ha-.... what I thought we had was disposable to you..."
"It wasn't...Its not disposable, I love, I mean, I want to love you. I could be myself when im with you...I want to try us again, I want to...but I can't"
I'm not the guy for you
I'm not the sort of person for you
I'm not the sort of person you know
I'm a bad guy, I'm a bad guy...
To many other people
I couldn't quite show myself...
You are the only one for me I wanted to be in love with you...
(One day, someday give me your heart)I'll listen... I'm tired of the tough times...
(When I'm with you it's always like that)
I'm a bad guy... I wanna tell you I'm a guy
her head shoots up, angry eyes pinning my to my seat
"What are you talking about Inuyasha! Its either you want to be with me or you don't! There's no middle ground here....(sigh) I can't believe im even considering taking you back, you fucking cheated on me with the one person I hate the most. What's funny is I wouldn't have been so hurt if it had been someone else...but Kikyo...to cheat with Kikyo....thats a low fucking blow!"
I'm sorry
from the start I didn't think about that
You didn't know how much I really like you
Then... that's how it was the few times we met
It's the truth
I don't wanna think of the pain I caused you
I'm sorry... maybe being sorry is of no use to anyone
"I'm sorry" isn't the thing to say
But... But I truly loved you
I look away from her, everything she said was true, how can I argue with her. Kikyo, had a thing for me ever since all three of us where in high school. She was jealous of Kagome, and would do anything to make her miserable...looks like she succeeded.
I hear laughter and I look back at Kagome confused...has she gone mad?
"At least you warned me...you told me you where the bad guy. I thought I could change you from the guy who wanted to party and do every illegal drug in the country, to the guy who wanted to party and love me."
I frown, I did tell her that...and I was right
"I did change....for a bit...I don't know, I just don't belong any where Kagome....I'm not quite human enough to love and respect, and not quite demon enough to cater and protect you."
Her smile disappears and she stands gathers her purse and jacket
"One of these days, your going to run out of excuses...and I'm going to be there....do you know what I'm gonna say?"
I'm not the guy for you
I'm not the sort of person for youI'm not the sort of person you know
I'm a bad guy, I'm a bad guy...
To many other people
I couldn't quite show myself...
You are the only one for meI wanted to be in love with you...
(One day, someday give me your heart)
I'll listen... I'm tired of the tough times...
(When I'm with you it's always like that)
I'm a bad guy... I wanna tell you I'm a guy
I shake my head negatively
"Im gonna say 'see Inu-chan...you're a good guy' then I'm going to look at you in a heap of sorrow and self-pity."
She pauses, a thoughtful look on her face
"Im going to leave you there and your gonna reach, your gonna reach for me and Im not going to reach back, Im going to simply walk away from you and go on about my life."
she then opens the door, and walks out, too lost for speech I reach out, my mouth refusing to work. I plop on to the couch and put my head in my hands, I let my claws dig into my scalp. Not a single thought running through my head made sense....what could I do, what could I say...we start university next week, so I guess this is good...this is good maybe she'll meet someone who will be there for her...love her..protect her..nurture her...someone that's not like me, someone who's pure...nice...caring...someone who's....good
I'm not the guy for you
I'm not the sort of person for you
I'm not the sort of person you know
I'm a bad guy, I'm a bad guy...