Remembering, an instant star fanfic

"I thought I could believe in you. You were supposed to be different." I pushed him into the hot tub.

It seems that the past,

Shouldn't be so cruel,

"Jude I need you to see past all of that. I need you to believe in me again."

That should've been the last,

You treated me for a fool,

"Tommy… I believe in you again."

Forgiveness of sins,

Repercussions of faith,

"Hey, I didn't think you remembered."

Where the darkness begins,

And my angel's too late,

"Jude… I have to go. AndI don't think I'll be coming back."

Little by little,

My walls begin to break…

"Tom? Sit, talk to me." I patted the seat across from me.

"I have a plane to catch. Bye."

I couldn't believe,

That you left me to fall,

He walks out of the restaurant. I leave money on the table and follow him. He gets in the car. Banging on the passenger's window where there is a creepy bald guy inside.

"Tom? Tom? Tommy?"

I thought we were perfect,

And that we had it all,

Banging on the back of his car as he pulls out of his parking spot.

"Tommy?" Screaming his name while he speeds away.

"Tommy!"

Screaming you name,

In the rain,

In the middle of the street,

With my tears falling down my cheeks,

I don't know if I'll be coming back,

Is what I heard you say,

As the world around me fades to black,

As my angel sped away…

It was the day after that I couldn't leave my room.

Living without you,

Remembering when we had met,

I still remember the first day we met.

Locking eyes with one another,

We didn't like each other…yet,

You were the lead singer of a 90's boy band. I couldn't like you. You were everything I hated about music. You were 'Little Tommy Q.' But when we locked eyes…

You were everything I hated,

But yet your eyes…

You told me I was the real thing, even better, was what you said. I started falling then.

I was even better than the real thing to you,

And I fell for your disguise…

"Working on a song, it's like falling in love. First it's a rush, and then it gets painful, and sometimes you just gotta walk away. But sometimes, you come out with something beautiful."

I just can't let you go,

Ohhh nooooooo…

First kiss, second kiss. Casual brushes. Meaningful glances. The music that we made together…