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DRACO
DEAR MERLIN,
If you're up there, somewhere, please, PLEASE get rid of this disgusting feeling I have towards Potter.
It's not fair.
I have spent a very happy five years loathing him with every part of my body and soul. I was doing well, I was respected and secretly wanted by everyone no matter what house they were in, and now I can't turn my charm on at ALL. I can't walk ONE STEP without thinking about his stupid, messy, ridiculous and utterly awesome hair.
I might have fought the urge to laugh at myself, if I was in the mood for laughing, at how I'm spending charms class. I'm PRAYING for god's sake. But I have to try everything; I'm in trouble…. massive trouble. How the hell can I have any feelings towards potter (apart from utter hatred, of course) at all? I shake myself mentally. All I'll have to do is avoid Potter at all costs and then I can go back to the nice, simple and relaxing life of Draco Malfoy, hating and making fun of the 'golden trio' whenever the hell I feel like it. Putting my feet up on the desk I feel my usual and familiar smirk which has been absent for nearly three whole days set into place. I look over at a pretty Ravenclaw girl and wink at her. But as she turns away, blushing, I feel sick.
Oh please Merlin, don't let this feeling last.
HARRY
I've caught Malfoy staring at me quite a lot recently. I honestly think he's plotting to kill me. Of course I've told Ron and Hermione but they think I'm mental, I think I'm just being vigilant, Mad-Eye would agree. I've set up protection spells all around our dorm room just to be safe but I still feel vulnerable; he's really good at potions, he could slip a bit of poison into my pumpkin juice at any time! As you can see, sixth year isn't going too well.
Besides this stuff with Malfoy, something very odd's been going on. Ever since me and Cho broke up, I have felt very… different. I mean, and I find this quite embarrassing really, but I have felt otherwise… no… contrastingly, no… erm, well… differently when it comes to who I am attracted to. Put simply, I am pretty sure that I am, er… sort of… ok I'll just say it: Gay.
There, I really needed to get that out of my system.
HERMIONE
At first I thought Harry was being ridiculous about all the stares from Malfoy, but when he kept insisting on it, I decided it deserved further Investigation. It turns out Draco does keep staring at him, but something tells me it's not to discover Harry's weakness or the best way to torture him as the paranoid boy keeps suggesting.
Now… I know this may sound utterly ridiculous but I think… that possibly, Malfoy might actually like Harry. I know if I ever revealed this to him he would either laugh his head off or look at me like I was an Alien. So I think I'm going to keep it to myself until Draco gets over whatever obsession he has with Harry.
Ron's been telling me that said boy's been acting very strange lately. This is besides all the paranoia, I mean. By what he has told me, I believe Harry may be edging on a condition called 'permania ceratosus' I searched the symptoms in the library and it's a problem that only happens to magical folk, and It's when paranoid feelings interrupt the flow of magic and makes the carrier rather confused. We just have to wait until it passes as healers have discovered no cure for the problem. Poor boy, I wish I could just kill Malfoy for doing this to Harry.
DRACO
I think the mud-blood suspects something, dear GOD I wish this feeling would end. I don't have any idea of what brought it on, Ha… Potter doesn't look any different, he doesn't act any different, and unless he's never smelled that good before, I don't think that has changed either. All I know is that I want him to. be. MINE. I really need to stop thinking like this and forget that he was ever born but it's so hard when he's practically forcing his gorgeousness upon you and wafting his beautiful smell your way every five minutes.
Stupid Potter with his stupid hair and stupid, awesome eyes and that stupid, awesome smell of his.
A/N: Sorry, this chapter is EXTREMELY short but it felt right to end it there and they WILL be getting longer, but this one was just to get the ideas out there. So what do you think? Please review and say any criticisms you may have. Also I'd like to know how I can make the characters more like themselves, thank you for reading! :-)
