If you are interested in this story, PLEASE READ ALL OF THE FOLLOWING (I KNOW IT'S LONG BUT IT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING SO I DON'T HAVE TO WRITE IT OVER AND OVER):

Full summary: Logan has been keeping secrets for all of his life. It is one thing he knows how to do, and how to do it well. For one, his abusive father is back in his life. Another being self harm. The list is practically endless. Will he fade away, or will he spill and be saved?

SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND EATING DISORDERS. You have been warned.

This story is AU-ey, just because I don't know that much about the show, and the whole premise would never happen. So, I apologize if characters are OOC. (Although I did change some facts on purpose, namely age). Nonslash. This first chappy is kind of a prologue of sorts. You need this background info.

I will be writing these chapters by days. One chapter is, on average, two days. I will date them. Three to four if nothing really particular happens on a few days. Sorry about that, but I could not think of a better way to plot this. I did not want to write thirty chapters where plot action only occurs in half of them.

I do not have the first chapter finished. I am hoping that posting this will urge me to finish it sooner.

Sorry it's a short prologue, I just want to peak some interest and get a few readers.

DISCLAIMER- I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THIS AND AM NOT MAKING ANY MONEY.

"August 9th" the calendar read.

One year- 52 weeks; 365 days; 8,760 hours; 525,600 minutes; 31,536,000 seconds.

Seems like a lifetime, right?

Well it had flown by for four best friends who had made their way out to California from a small town in Minnesota with dreams of making it big.

Kendall Knight, Carlos Garcia, James Diamond, and Logan Mitchell, all pieces of a small puzzle known as friendship, and a larger puzzle known as Big Time Rush. Did these four seemingly average teenagers ever expect to actually make it big? No, of course not. Hopes and dreams maybe, but never seriously banked on the idea. But opportunities are opportunities, and now they have lived in the Palm Woods in Los Angeles, California for a year. They are making it "Big Time".

Kendall Knight, the blonde leader. The oldest. 17. The one who says he's strong, but knows and fully understands that even a leader needs a break now and again, and that help is okay. Parents are divorced, but are on happy speaking terms. A loyal friend. A caring, compassionate person. Knows when to goof off and when to be serious- most of the time. Loves his friends as if they were family.

James Diamond, the pretty boy. He has wanted to be famous from the day he was born. Younger than Kendall by exactly a month (which, to his dismay, will never let him live down). 17. Parents are happily married. Drama King. Underneath all of the vanity however, is a great, caring friend who likes making people smile. Loves his friends as if they were family.

Carlos Garcia, the walking time bomb. Always getting into antics. Goofs off. Is not the best in school, and can be slow sometimes. Most energetic person you will ever have the pleasure of meeting. Parents are happily married. Second to youngest. 17, turned last month. Compared to a new puppy on multiple occasions. Loves to smile, and making his friends smile. Loves his friends as if they were family.

Logan Mitchell, sane. Or at least, he likes to think he is. Youngest. 16. Doctor in waiting. Intellectuality is everything. Parent- well, let us not get ahead of ourselves. Smart. Independent, in fact, dependency is not a word in his extensive vocabulary. Loves his friends as if they were family; after all, they practically are.

Most have heard of a four piece puzzle, the function of the game made with toddlers in mind. But have you ever heard of a three piece puzzle? No, it is most certainly unheard of, if not nonexistent. Well, out of this four piece puzzle, one piece soon begins to fall out.

This piece being Logan Mitchell.

As his life begins to unravel before his very eyes, will he share his burdens? Secrets are kept, and they are all intertwined. Meaning if somehow one gets out, they all get out.

These secrets have the power to possibly destroy everything he has worked for. So, will he spill the beans, or will he bury it inside where it slowly destroys him?