A/N: This is my first ER fanfic and I hope you'll like it. English isn't my native language, so there'll maybe some mistakes and I don't have a beta reader for this fanic.


He was laying there on the ground, he couldn't move, he couldn't speak. He only could see the person who was doing this to him. The only thing he felt was pain. The pain was everywhere on his body. There was blood on his head, blood on the ground and blood on his belly. "This will a be over soon." The man said. "You may be lucky, you shouldn't have killed my daughters." The man said to Carter. Carter's breathing was abnormally. Tears were rolling over his cheeks.


"Carter! There's a trauma coming in!" Mark said at the desk.

Carter walked outside and waited for the ambulance to come. When the ambulance arrived, Carter opened the doors and the paramedic informed Carter about the status of the girl. "Girl, 14 years old, jumped in to the lake." The paramedic said. "A guy of 17 years old saw everything happen and jumped in the water to save the girl. She has been under for about 10 minutes. We've been doing CPR for 10 minutes and she was stable when we drove here." The paramedic said as they walked to trauma room 2.

Carter recognized the girl from last week. Her sister died by a car accident. "Damn it." Carter said.

He listened to the heart and lungs of the girl. The girl already had oxygen. "Carol, give her bicarbonate and we're going to need to make an x-ray of her chest." Carter said as he put in an IV.

Carol injected bicarbonate in the IV bag.

"Let's go." Carter said and started to roll the gurney.

"Cardiac arrest!" Carol yelled.

They rolled the gurney back into the room.

"Starting CPR." Carter said and started doing CPR on the girl.

"Come on, not on my watch." Carter said.

Carol gave the paddles to Mark.

"Clear." Mark shocked the girl.

"Again on 300." Mark said.

Carter started CPR again and waited for the defibrillator to load. "Clear." Mark said again and shocked the girl.

"Come on." He said.

"360." Mark said again.

Carter continued doing CPR.

"Clear." Mark said and shocked the girl. Carter continued doing CPR on the girl, but they all knew she was gone.

"This is it." Mark said. "Time of death 6:47pm." Mark said.

"Carter, stop, she's death, there's nothing we can do about." Carol said.

"Can you talk to the parents?" Mark asked.

He put off his gloves and walks outside. This was a really crappy day for Carter, 3 patients died on his watch. He needed to talk to the parents too. He walked outside of the trauma room and saw the parents standing at the desk asking some questions at Jerry. Carter walked to them.

"Mr. and Mrs. Walker?" Carter asked.

"Where's our daughter we want to see her, what happened?" The mother asked. "You're daughter drowned herself in the lake. She seemed fine at first watch. We wanted to take her upstairs to take an x-ray of her chest and she had a cardiac arrest. We tried everything we could, but she was probably dead before she came in here." Carter explained.

It was the second time he had to say such a bad news to this parents.

"No! No! No!" The mother started crying hysterically. "This can't be true, not my other daughter." The woman said. "It's all your fault, you let them both die!" The woman screamed.

She slapped Carter and walked away with her crying husband.

"Aah." Carter moaned .

He looked around and saw that everybody was watching. "Shouldn't you all go to work!" Carter yelled and walked outside to have some fresh air.

He went sitting on the ground. Mark saw what happened and followed him. "We can't save them all, Carter." He said.

"This is my third patient and those parents lose their 2 daughters on a period of 2 weeks." Carter said.

"I know, it's just bad luck. We treat patients every day who survive and sometimes we've patients who die. We have to get over it or we can't do our jobs properly. We come in here every day thinking that this day will be a better one than the day before. Sometimes it is and other times it isn't." Mark said.

Carter sighed at his words. "I better get back to work." Carter said.

"Me too." Mark said.

Carter stood up and walked with Mark back inside. "I've 15 minutes to go, so I'm going to do some paperwork." Carter said and walked to the doctor's lounge.

The last 15 minutes went by quickly. Carter opened his locker to put his stethoscope and lab coat in it. He takes his bag and closed his locker. He walked to the desk to say goodnight and walks outside. It was raining like hell. Carter ran to his car and started it. He was happy to go home after this crappy day. He drove to the mansion from his grandma, who wasn't home now for the weekend. When he arrived he got out of his car and ran to the door. He opened it and then BAM! Someone hit Carter on the head. Carter was unconscious and the man took Carter with the help of his wife and went inside.


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