Disclaimer: I don't own any characters from Big Time Rush….

A/N: I've had this idea for a Kogan fic for sometime now so here it goes.. I hope everybody likes it..

A/N: If anybody has any ideas that they want to see then PM me and let me know… R&R!


"Hey Logan you okay?" James asked as he sat down beside Logan

"Yea" Logan said hoping James couldn't tell he was lying.

"You've been acting weird ever since we got back from our tour." James added.

"I said I'm okay James alright." Logan said as he got up and left.

"What was that about?" Kelly asked James with a confused look.

"I wish I knew" James said as he scratched his head.

"What happened when you guys got back to the Palm Woods the other day." Kelly asked James.

~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~

"I missed you so much Kendall" Jo said as she ran into her boyfriend arms.

"I missed you too Jo." he whispered into her ear..

"Nice to know you missed us too" Logan said as he cleared his throat.

"I'm sorry I missed you guys too." Jo said going to give them individual hugs.

"Let's go catch up" Kendall said as he grabbed her hand and headed outside to the pool.

"Woah! New girl" James and Carlos said simultaneously as they ran after the new girl.

"One is the loneliest number" Mr. Bitters started to sing from behind his desk before Logan walked to the elevator alone.

As he headed up to room 2J many thoughts ran around his head. Why was I so mad about Jo and Kendall catching up? They're not real feelings and it was just a dream right? I can't be gay and I can't have feelings for my best friend. What is going on with me?

"I don't know but I think you two would make a cute couple" a voice said from behind him as he exited the elevator.

"Katie" Logan said as he turned around and saw the young girl.

"What?" Katie said as she crossed her arms.

"How long have you been there?" Logan asked.

"I've been behind you since you got on the elevator." Katie said with a smile.

"Wait how did you know what I was thinking?" Logan asked with confusion in his eyes.

"You must've forgot that when you have a lot going on you think out loud." Katie said following a chuckle.

"Well I wasn't being serious." Logan said quickly.

"Yeah okay and Bitters is dating a model." Katie said sarcastically.

"Please don't tell anybody Katie." Logan begged.

"Sure but I want something in return." Katie said with sneaky look on her face.

~~~~Flashback~~~~~~

Have you ever had the feeling your drawn to someone?

(Yeah) And there isn't anything they could of said or done?

And everyday I see you on your own

And I can't believe that your alone

But I overheard your girls and this is what they said

Kendall was standing in the booth recording his parts of the song when he saw Logan storm out of the room. As he finished he came out to let Carlos do his parts.

"What's going on out here?" Kendall asked James as he grabbed his water bottle.

"I don't know but you dogs need to get it together." Gustavo said as he turned around in his chair.

"What did we talk about?" Kelly said as he hit Gustavo on his arm.

"Okay. Go get Logan cause the chorus is next." Gustavo said under his breath.

Shaking his head at how Kelly made Gustavo talk different to them now made him laugh. Walking down the halls he wondered what was going on with his best friend and what could he do to make it better. Turning the corner he saw Logan sitting on a couch in the waiting area.

"Hey man what's up." Kendall asked as he sat down.

"Nothing." Logan said.

"I came to see what was wrong with you and plus Gustavo said we gotta do the chorus.." Kendall said with hope for a answer.

"I said nothing why do you even care for?" Logan said practically yelling.

"Why wouldn't I? You're my best friend Logan." Kendall said putting his arm around Logan's shoulders.

"Yeah right. Why don't you call Jo and go catch up with her some more." Logan said as he jumped up and walked off.

Walking off leaving Kendall shocked and confused Logan headed back to record his parts. How can I be so stupid and why did I say that for" Now he knows that something is going on with me. Maybe I did it on purpose. Why is this happening to me? He thought to himself as he walked into the booth.

Finishing up the boys got their stuff together and headed back to the Palm Woods. Pulling up in the parking lot everybody got out and headed upstairs to 2J.

"You guys going down to the pool?" Carlos asked as him and James came out of their shared room.

"Nah. I'm just gonna lay down cause I have a headache." Logan said as he dropped down on the couch.

"What bout you Kendall?" James asked he ran his comb through his hair.

" I'm gonna stay behind too." Kendall said receiving a huff from Logan.

Carlos and James both noticed the awkwardness in the room and grabbed their towels and left. After they closed the door Kendall turned to talk to Logan but instead turned to see their bedroom door shutting. Kendall knew that since they rarely get time to just talk like they did back home, he took this as a chance since they were alone.

" Can we talk Logan?" Kendall asked knocking on the door.


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