I throw my phone across the room when it rings for the second time, not wanting to answer it!
First Dusty's is gone and now Roddy?! I don't know how much more of this i can take!
I should've been more focused on keeping in touch with my mentor instead of bickering with that jackass Kevin Owens!
'Mandy, open this damn door!' I hear Seth yell, get up off of the bed and unlock the door, opening it. 'I told you that i needed some time alone, Sethie!' I say after he walks in and closes the door behind him.
'You can't do this to yourself, Mandy. It never gets any easier but you can't just completely shut yourself off from everyone who cares about you.' Seth says, putting his hands on my shoulders.
'He's gone...and i don't know if i can go through this again.' I say, tears falling down my face as he hugs me, gently rubbing my back as i bury my face into his shirt and close my eyes.
All i want to do is block out the rest of the world but being held by a friend is comforting and i could use some comfort right now.
(In loving memory of Rowdy Roddy Piper. 1954 to 2015)