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Preface

'I am not sorry to say that we, the Whitlocks, just kicked ya'll sorry asses. We are unbeatable and as soon as we get our Major back you will fear us more than the Vultori, who are still here. The only person who had a problem with us taking over was Aro, but Baby Whitlock quickly took care of that. And, don't worry you will be meeting this little hellion soon'

- Charlotte Kick ass Whitlock

'Now look who's in charge. We told you it would be only a matter of time before we got tired of ya'll and just take over. This is not Vultori just ruling anymore nope the Whitlocks have taken over the castle too, and you're never getting it back especially since we have Baby Whitlock.'

- Peter Fucking Whitlock

'Now you know not to mess with us. There is a reason why they call me the Goddess of Fucking War. They gave me that title after I took down all of Maria's newborn army plus Maria and her stupid sisters by myself while ya'll couldn't do it – at all – without getting caught and killed.'

- Baby Hellion Whitlock a.k.a

The Goddess of War

Chapter 1

Rosalie

It sucks to know that your life is hell when it's supposed to be Heaven, or somewhat close. Some of you might not know what im talking about, but in this book is what happened to my sister and me, about how we got torn apart, and turned into what we will become. The story of us, Rosalie and Isabella Lillian- Marie Hale, starts when I turned eighteen the end of the beginning and the beginning of the new. Let's start from the beginning of the end I was eighteen and in my room that was the night I died or was suppose to.

"Why don't you go to hell already? You don't have a soul anyway." My sister Izzy screamed. Followed by a loud slap, Dad has her. I hate that man so much all I want to do is strangle him. My name is Rosalie Lillian Hale, I am eighteen and I am going to get my sister and me out of here. I think he knows that and is planning something though.

I would try the police but my dad's best friend is an officer and he would just bring us back, which would result in more beatings. I hear my door creak open and see my little sister.

She looks, almost, exactly like me, just a year younger, excluding the hair and the eyes. Her is hair is (naturally) black and electric blue, while mine is (again naturally) blond and a pulsating purple. Her eyes are piercing neon blue and mine are vibrant neon purple.

Her face and arms were all bruised up and she had a swollen lip. I could feel myself losing control of my body, if I don't calm down someone might, no is, going to die.

"Rosie." My sister called. I sighed. She is the only person that could calm me down.

"Im ok sis im just tired of that man, he just irks me. He does this because he doesn't have anything better to do with his life. Don't worry just one more week, then I can take us away from this place we call a prison and they call a 'loving environment.' " I said making air quotes around loving environment.

"I don't think we will make it. He knows you're old enough to leave and you are taking me with you. I don't think we are going to make it." She said sobbing.

"Hush little sister

Please don't cry"

I sang softly. I remember her asking me to make her lullaby after all these few years, though it's not done yet.

"Rosie what if we don't survive? What are we going to do? We can't go anywhere, well not until we have everything. What are we going to tell them? How are we going to escape? Where are we going to…? "

"Izzy calm down now!" I said in a whispered shout. "Calm down just start packing little stuff first and when dad is at work we leave, ok?" I sighed.

This was going to be longer and harder than I thought. Ok so after Izzy and I escape I guess we just change our name and appearance. We went to sleep that night thinking we were going to escape, oh how we were so wrong. I woke up to someone shaking me, thinking it was Izzy I started to scoot over so she could lay on side me which isn't that unusual, but I was only to be stop by a gun being pressed to my back – right on my spine. I froze with dread.

I could feel beats of sweat start to form on the back of my neck. I heard a low snarl come from the back of Jonathan's throat. He always acts like a damn dog with us, but in front of people he is a damn saint. He should be an actor, get some money, leave us alone, and die. Then we would be free of him and rich. I was brought out of my musing by his gruff voice.

"Get up." said the curt voice of Jonathan. I couldn't get my legs to move. I was frozen in place. I felt a belt slash down on my back.

"I said get up next time im a pull you by your hair, now get your ass up." He didn't have to tell me twice. I jumped out of my bed sparring one last glance at my sister's sleeping form.

"Bye." I whispered to her. Jonathan grabbed me by the shirt and brought me outside in the alley. I knew I was going to get killed tonight just like he did mom.

FLASHBACK

"Shut up Mary their just as much as my kids as they are yours." Jonathan said.

"You're not the one that spent eight hours in labor having kids and that was just Rosalie by herself." Mom yelled back.

"You could be there your whole life giving birth but I would be the one, and was the one, taking care of them as you recovered."

"They were at my sister's house while you were at the pub getting drunk with wenches."

There was a loud crash after that with a scream. I rounded the corner of our little living room to the kitchen to see Jonathan chocking Mom. After a minute mom stop struggling and her lips started to turn a light blue.

"Mom, are you okay? I asked. Jonathan looked up and walked towards me he knelt down to my height and cupped my cheek.

"Im sorry you had to see that, Darlin." He said with his slight southern accent. "But, that's what happens when you disrespect daddy."

END OF FLASBACK

I was pulled out of my memory by falling to the ground. I looked around to see we had made it to the alley, then, my cheek started to sting, he had slapped me. I tried to get up, but was only pushed back down. I looked up to see Jonathan looking at me with an evil grin on his face.

"Why? Just answer me, why do you do this to us. We have done nothing to you and yet you do this, so again I ask why? Was this your plan all alone get an angel like my mom pregnant only to kill her and her kids?"

I was trying to stay calm, but if he doesn't act the way I need him to act I'm going to have to try and kill him. I sighed, try is the keyword though.

"If it weren't for you and your sister being born Mary would be alive and we could be living happily about to go to heaven." He slurred at me.

Shit he was high. I was wondering where all our money was going; he was buying cocaine from those damn Indians up north. Damn okay back to reasoning.

"That not our fault you chocked her to death and then just left us there and we had to deal with the police. We had to move her body, and lie to everyone about what happen because you were the person that did it."

By now I was breathing heavily. I could see my words had only anger him more. Before I knew what was happening he grabbed my head and slammed it against the alley wall. I could hear several bones crack before I passed out.

I opened my eyes, I was at a lake and I could see my mom floating in the water humming. "Mom?" I asked. She looked surprised to see me.

"Rosie what are you doing here? You and your sister aren't supposed to go yet, at all actually, I've seen it." She cocked her head to the side and smiled sympathetically to me.

"I'm sorry sweetie but this will hurt just a bit." I felt a sharp pain in my neck. I cried out for help. My mom started to slowly disappear the only thing that I could hear of her was her soft humming.

"Izzy help!" I cried out. My body was being burned. I was being burned. "Someone please put the fire out, it burns." I cried

"Im sorry I couldn't let you die. You're going to be okay, im so sorry." A voice of an angel said.

"Who are you? What do you want?" I gasped out.

"Im Carlisle Cullen im sorry for what I did but I couldn't let you die Rosalie. You can hate me when you're finished changing but that's in three days."

"Three days?" I screamed. I didn't know if it was from the fire or my anger.

"I am so sorry." Carlisle whispered again. I was picked up and wind was blowing all over me.

Day one

Carlisle told me I was changing into a vampire. I wanted to laugh, but the fire prevented me. He told me his past. He said he was over 600 years old. When - or if - I get out of here I am bringing him to an asylum. I could have sworn I heard someone snicker.

Day two

I was right someone did snicker. It was Carlisle's son. Umm Edmund, no Edwin no, that's not it, umm Ed, oh no, Edward I knew I would get it. Yeah that bitch can read minds bet he needed something to fill his mind with since he had nothing in his head, nothings in his pants too I bet. I heard a growl.

"Stay out of my damn mind if you don't like what you hear." My thoughts screamed at him – since I couldn't.

The only thing I got in response was his feet walking away.

Day three

The fire was almost gone. I kept my thought hidden since Edward is so dang nosey but, I couldn't help but think of my sister. I hope she didn't think I left without her on purpose. Carlisle said that I would be waking up soon and I can't wait to see my sister.

Thump, thump, thump

It felt like my heart was going to beat right out of my chest. It thumped once more then silence just utter silence.

I opened my eyes to see beautiful white/gold hair. The head moved just enough for me to see what looks like to be a golden eyed angel or the devil in disguised. He didn't react to my thoughts so I guess this was Carlisle.

"Well that's strange your eyes aren't supposed to be purple." He said, more to himself then me.

"My eyes were always purple so don't expect me to be surprised." Then I remembered on day one what he told me, though my memories seem a bit murky.

It's like looking in dirty water to see a picture at the bottom or trying to hear something with cotton balls in your ears. But I still remembered it very clearly.

FLASHBACK

"The venom will slowly change the color of your eyes." He whispered "Whatever color they were they are going to turn red. But, since you're going to be on the animal diet, hopefully, they are slowly going too turned gold. That might take a couple of months though."

End of Flashback

"They are supposed to be red?" I asked. He nodded. Great, even as a vampire I am different. Well im not really that surprised by this though I was never really made to fit in. But, that was to be expected I wasn't meant to fit in, I was meant to find happiness down here forever.

"Rosalie I would like you to meet my son Edward." Carlisle gestured to the boy next to him. He wore black boots with a pair of dark wash jeans, a blue short sleeve button up shirt, with a black jacket. His skin was oddly pale and looked very hard. He had gold eyes like Carlisle and Bronzed hair. He looked like he either just woke up or just had sex.

I remember Carlisle said that vampire couldn't sleep and im damn sure he was still a virgin. He looked away after that thought and I knew I was right. He looked to be about eighteen but then again Carlisle looked twenty-three and he was over 600 years old. Edward was cute, I guess.

"Rosalie, it's a pleasure to meet you." Edward said. He didn't seem to be really staring at me but my eyes.

"Believe me it's all your pleasure." I replied back with nothing but hatred in my voice. I could hear in Carlisle's voice he wanted us to be more and from the frown on his face I was right. "When can I go home?" I asked Carlisle.

"Rosalie you can't go back home. They think you're dead and they probable might think it's weird that you died and a person that looked almost exactly like you suddenly appeared. You are going to stay with us here." He was dead serious (pun intended ).

"Where exactly is here?" I asked him. If we're not that far I could find and get her away from there.

"Tennessee but we are going to Appalachia." A voice said behind me. I turned around to see a heart shaped faced women with caramel curls that tumble down her face to frame it. "Hi im Esme Cullen, Carlisle's wife." She said.

"Nice to meet you Esme im Rosalie Hale, though I think you knew that already." I didn't even smile I didn't want to give them any hope.

Then I remembered what she said, Tennessee. It wasn't that far but it might take awhile hopefully he didn't kill her yet. That way we'll both be free and I wouldn't have to worry about anyone seeing me.

"Tennessee, that's kind of far." I said. "It's going to be kind of hard to get back to Texas but I'll try." I was about to go more in more dept when Carlisle stopped me.

"Rosalie you can't go back you're a newborn highly dangerous. After a year we can go back I -" But I caught him off.

"A year I don't think that would be a good idea. No its not, it's a terrible idea. She might not even have a year."

"Rosalie im sorry but you have to stay." Esme said the same time Edward asked.

"Who is this 'she' person you keep talking about?" When he asked that a picture of Izzy flashed through my mind, but it was gone as soon as it appeared.

"M. Y. O. B. A. I. M. M (mind your own business and I'll mind mines.) She is all I have anyway and mine only mine so if you ever see her again stay away from her, got it?" I all but yelled at him.

They all looked taken aback by my sudden outburst but I didn't care he didn't have the right to question me about my life. That's why it's my life. IT IS MINE ONLY.

"Im sorry I asked. I can see she is a touchy subject for you." Edward said. I was still coming off my rampaging high so I could only nod.

"So after a year I would be able to leave, am I right?" It was long from here, but I have to wait, but, then again, I don't have to listen to him. I could just get out of here.

"It would be safer for you to stay away from humans you could hurt them and im sure you don't want to hurt her."

Edward was really stating to aggravate me. If he doesn't watch it he'll be six feet under where he belongs.

"Fine I'll stay but don't expect me to be all nice to you either I would much rather kill myself and for good this time."

"Ok we understand but we should hunt your throat must be burning." Now that he said that I could feel a stinging in my throat. Then I thought of something. They said they drink animal blood but not the other vampires. They said they think that it would be a good idea for me to drink animal blood, but I really don't want to.

"I am going to hunt humans." I declared. They stared at me open mouthed. Well I really didn't care what they thought.

"Rosalie how can you do that?" Carlisle said I would probably like him better if he just shuts up.

"Because, I want to and im only going to hunt rapists, pedophiles, murders, people like that." They looked somewhat relaxed but not all the way. I could just run away though this could be counted as kidnapping and holding against will.

"Ok. Hunt what you want but don't call the police here." Edward said.

Well that sucked I really wish I could be with Izzy she always made me feel better, she just had this way of taking information in and using it to her best and own abilities. I wonder what she's going to think when she sees me. Im sure she'll be happy to see me again. Oh Izzy I miss you so much.

"Rosalie come on you need to hunt." Well here goes something.

"Ewe this is disgusting." I said. No matter how many times I tell them I won't run away they always make me come along with them on their hunting trips; and I don't even hunt animals. It's been almost a year im seven months old now. I paused, I thought I heard something.

"Help me." Someone whispered again. I raced to where I heard the sound.

What I saw made me catch my unneeded breath in my throat. There laid the most handsome man I had ever seen. He had dark curly hair, a good angled face, a wide hard-owned muscled body, and about a 12 size pair of shoes. I ran to him because he was covered in his own blood. I was in good control since I had just hunted and the smell of blood isn't as strong for me as it should be.

"I am going to get you some help. Can you tell me your name?" I was running as fast as I could go trying to get back to Carlisle. I actually had to strain to here him; his voice was so low.

"Emmett, Emmett Paul McCarthy." His voice was barley a whisper.

"Ok well Emmett im going to get you some help it's going to hurt for a while, but im sure you will thank me."

And, I was right as soon as he opened his eyes on that third day he thanked me, but something change. When I looked into his eyes he was the only thing I saw. Those eyes I could feel myself getting lost in them and never wanting to be found. It was his eyes that brought me in, but it was his words that sealed the deal.

"You are so beautiful. If you ever cried I would envy that tear." He said seriously.

"Why?" I asked.

"For I would want to be that tear that was born in your eye, lived on your cheek, was dieing on your lip, and blown away into the warm air by your everlasting breath." Hook, line, and sinker, his father must have been a thief because I think he just stole my heart. All I could do was smile like an idiot and sigh. Ha I was never one for pickup lines but damn.

"Cat got your tongue Rosalie." Edward teased. Edward's and I relationship actually got better, not. If anything our relationship got worst.

"Damn it Edward do you know how to shut the fuck up?" I asked or rather yelled at him.

"Rosalie I have never met a girl that cursed so much. And I am not talking about sex, so yeah." He said and shrugged. I chuckle just wait till he meets her. Oh Izzy wait till you get here. She has a mouth like a sailor and kind of scary. Who am I kidding, when she was six she made an eighth grader shit his pants for Jesus sakes, literary.

Oh we all know you're still a virgin.

"Oh I know I do. One of my many lovely traits." I retorted. Edward just walked away mumbling something like.

"She calls it lovely I call pig headedness. I bet looking at the mirror all the time is lovely too huh?"

"Yep, so is kicking your arse into many pieces."

"You can't even get to my arse even if I let you." Then he was gone. I growled.

Emmett chuckled. I am committing that to memory that is my second favorite laugh. Izzy is always first.

"Are y'all always like that? Is that your boyfriend?" Emmett asked. I almost wanted to choke him for saying that. Edward and I would never be together even if he begged for us to be together. I waited nothing he must be to far to hear my thoughts.

"We are like that if we are in the same room together and to the second question hell no. I would never date that ninety-five year virgin." Whoops said too much.

"He is a ninety-five year old virgin. Im twenty and have more experience then him."

"Im only eighteen give or take a few months but eighteen none the less. I was changed seven months ago. In another five months we are heading back to Texas so I could get and change a friend of mine and then we will live happily ever after." I said dreamily.

"Oh do you love that person?" Emmett asked.

"Yes I love her with all my might. And, hopefully she is still alive. If she is, she is coming with me and we can leave this world behind."

"Um are you and her like together?" It took me a minute to comprehend what he meant and when I did I started laughing.

"Emmett she…she…she…I…I...is…my sister." I said between my laughs. Then stopped when I realized what I said. It was the first time I ever acknowledge who she was. I listened, nothing. They weren't home I wonder where they were.

"Carlisle, the one that changed you, Esme, his wife, and Edward, the thing, should be getting home soon. I don't know where they could be though." I told Emmett. He nodded then smiled, awe he had dimples.

"So in five months you will be reunited with your sister? How will you do it I mean what will you say to her? How do you think she will react?"

Before I could answer I heard five pairs of foot steps; two too many. Emmett and I stood from the sofa we were sitting on and waited for them to come in. Carlisle and Esme came in with Edward holding a pixie like girl's hand and a boy with blond hair that was tipped with black behind them.

"Are you replacing Emmett and me?" I asked

"Of course we aren't." Esme said

"Damn." I said sitting back down.

"I know that's exactly what I said. My dreams are crushed." Edward sighed

"Shut up Edwina I don't want to know your hopes and dreams of being a cross dresser you would make a terrible man." Emmett laughed and the blond and black haired dude stifled his chuckle.

"Any way," Carlisle said glaring at Edward and me.

"This is Alice and Jasper. They will be joining our small family you can go a head and ask questions I have to get to the hospital." And he just left…just like that.

"So Alice, when did you come out the closet?" I asked

"Um, I am not gay, Rosalie." She said confused

"But, you are going out with Edwina here, right?" I asked as innocently as possible, which was a stupid thing to do since im not innocent at all.

Edward glared at me and went upstairs with Alice.

Are you going to show her your doll collection?

"Well Jasper im Emmett and this is my lovely girlfriend of all of right now right?" Emmett asked. To say I was surprised was an understatement.

"Of course, you know I never did believe in love at sight till now you know." I said

"Well neither have I. Anyway this is Rosalie yes her eyes and hair is purple no they are not contacts or whatever that stuff is." Jasper cleared his throat.

"I am Major Jasper Whitlock from the Civil War and The Newborn Wars." He said

I hope he weren't talking 'bout The Southern Newborn Wars. Well shit Im only six months years old but even I knew to be afraid of that.

"You were in that? How the hell did you survive that?" He smirked. He fucking smirked at me.

"Exactly how old are you? When were y'all changed?"

"Seven months ago." I answered the same time Emmett answered,

"I just woke up maybe three hours ago."

"Newborns with good control, rare, anyway I am known as the God of War." Jasper said.

"Damn you are like a legend down there." I said

Emmett snickered and Jasper smiled and looked down. I couldn't see what was funny so I thought back to what I had said and rolled my eyes.

"Y'all are being nasty gentlemen." I said with my southern accent coming out though my sister's is a little more pronounce then mine and always comes out.

"You're from the south?" Jasper asked. He seemed surprised; I raised my eyebrow.

"Well most newborns born in the south are recruited into one of the armies. Most of them went to Maria's army since hers was the biggest and the one that won most of the battles.

"Carlisle changed me when I was um dieing." I said a little uncomfortable, just then calm washed over me.

"You're welcome Rosalie." Jasper said. He must have seen the confusion on my face. "I'm an empathic; I feel and control emotions of those around me. That's how I knew you were uncomfortable talking about past, and I calmed you down." Damn one knows what im thinking another knows what im feeling I feel like jumping off a cliff.

"Rosalie jumping off a cliff does not help your anger issues." Alice said coming down. "Oh I can see the future."

"I give up. Carlisle I know you can't hear me, but you do this shit on purpose, damns you to the pit of Hades where Jonathan is." I yelled to the ceiling. Shit, without being to conspicuous I look around to see if someone caught that, nope none, phew!

"What's wrong Rosalie?" Jasper asked. "You feel claustrophobic?"

"Im not surprised Carlisle isn't going to let her go till she is a year old."

"Why?" Alice asked

"She wants to go home to do something with someone, but Carlisle won't let her go anywhere until she is a year old."

"So what could we do that could last five months?" I asked.

"We could go shopping." Alice suggested

"That only last an hour." Emmett said confused.

"You don't know me." Alice said with a supposed was an evil grin, but mine was way better.

"Shit." And that was the last thing, any of us said for a very long time.

"How the hell can you shop that long?" I asked Alice.

"Easy I was born in a mall so it's like going back to my birthplace." She replied.

I thought she was joking when she said she could make us shop for five months, boy was I wrong. She actually made us take a test about what we had learned. I wanted to slap her for that but Edward read my mind and Alice seen it coming, stupid all seeing pixie.

So now we are here waiting for Carlisle to come home so we could go back to Texas when someone had to open their big, stupid, mouth and ask the question they know brings me both pain and anger.

"Rosalie exactly what happened that makes your past so unbearable that you can barley stand to think about it more or less talk about it?" Edward asked. Instead of answering I ran all the way back to Texas with them right behind me. I don't count them as my family I count them as the people I live with, the only family I need is Izzy… and Emmett, im going to have to get used to that.

It was night time when I got there but, I could see perfectly. They were right behind as I ran to the familiar street where my house was. I busted through the door not caring if I had to fix it or not, or if I woke people up.

"IZZY ARE YOU HERE?" I yelled nothing. There wasn't a heart beat no breathing, nothing just the faint scent of my sister and Jonathan.

"Izzy, am I too late?" I asked, but this time I knew I wasn't going to get an answer.

I walked down the familiar stair way, nothing had been moved since I left. I walked up the stairs to my room to see my bed and Izzy's bed. Then the memories started coming back. I could see everyone was finding a place to sit everywhere except on Izzy's bed where I sat.

"Im almost finished that lullaby I told you I would make for you." I said to Izzy though she wasn't there.

Everyone seemed to connect almost all the dots, some of the minor ones they did but not the major ones. They were watching me seeing what I would do, then I couldn't see them at all, I was seeing some of my memories, Edward gasped he wasn't prepared for what he was going to see, so I blocked him.

I could see my sister crying.

"Hush, little sister

Please don't cry" I started to sing.

I could see her crying, and me not here to tell her it's alright. I could see her crying out for me like I did for her when I was changing, but me not answering.

"I wish I could be there

To sing you a lullaby" I continued

I think about the night before I had to leave, her arms how they were a strange black, blue, and yellowish color and not their pale pink we both should have had.

I can see your arms

Bloodied and bruised"

I heard Esme gasp. They are starting to see one of my many big pictures. I look down at my skin and see their pretty white texture. So not how they used to look.

"That's strange, little sister

Mine were like that too"

This time it was Emmett that gasps, but I blocked my mind. I wouldn't be surprised if they were seeing what I was seeing, besides Edward of course. I can see him, Jonathan, coming for her. No matter how many times I tried to protect her, he always found a way, I can hear her screams.

"I know you scream

When Daddy's there"

I was chocking back sobs now, my sister; my sweet little sister. I see her terrified face, looking, searching for me, her screaming my name.

"Hush, little sister

I know you're scared"

I can see the first night he ever hit her. He made me watch and I couldn't move he had chained me to the wall. He punched her and punched her and punched her until she finally fainted.

"I can see the way

He's hurting you"

I can see him punching her then, it's me he's punching. I see him punching me; till I fainted, and collapsed to the ground.

"Im sorry, little sister

He did that to me too"

Now, I am shaking with anger. We screamed, we yelled, we pleaded at the top of your lungs for someone to help. They did nothing; we only had each others back. When one of us was away we went to auto pilot a.k.a bitch mode.

"I know that people

Ignore what's going on at home"

I wasn't there to protect her; she was very vulnerable. She was alone with him for a year maybe less. But, still she was alone.

"That makes me angry, little sister

You shouldn't have had to be alone."

I stopped I couldn't sing any more.

"Don't worry Izzy a promise is a promise I will finish that lullaby." Then I cried. Emmett came up and wrapped me in his arms and I cried into his shoulder.

A year

It's only been a year

And yet so much has happened.

I thought then, continued to cry.

And cry I did

OK that was the first chapter hoped you liked it will update soon thx bye