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Au. Well im sorry for any mistakes I will make and I sure will make them but my English is my second language so be nice with me and for the story I hope you like it feel free to criticize it but please if you are going to do it be nice ok, thank you , lorebe

LOVING YOU

Is been almost a five since Edward left and I remember him like it was

yesterday.

I have to say Jacob is been there for me from the beginning but for

the last couple of months he is been busy, he imprint with a nice girl

name Elisa, I have to say she is nice but been with them all the time

it get to much to my thorn heart, so now I'm here alone in New York,

yes at the other side of the country living in a tiny apartment, for the

last couple of weeks.

I though that changing places will do fine with me but I think I was

wrong, the only good thing that I graduated from college in literature

and art and so far I have a interview with one little private but well

know as one of the best studios in Manhattan, "Twilight" for some

unknown reason I was invited to these place it sounds and feel weird but

is like that place is calling me.

It was Monday and my interview is not until 9, so I have time to take

a shower and eat some breakfast although just a cereal bar was enough

for me. Walking down the street of Manhattan only took me half an

hour to get to my destination, the building it was huge and elegant, I

open the glass door to present my self, " good morning my name is

Isabella Swan I'm here for my interview at nine"

" good morning I'm Kelley and someone is waiting for you in floor 6 door

206, and good luck" she was the receptionist of the building she looks

young but somehow trained and professional and she seen nice,

"thank you" well I have 5 minutes so I was fine, Jacob have told not to

come that everything will be better but in my heart I knew that better

never will come so I decide to find for my self something better for me,

something that will somehow fill or patch my heart,.

I was nervous and waiting the elevator was getting frustrating, soon

enough I was in floor six and down the corridor was room 206.

I knock the door ready to open when I hear the voice of someone I

knew to well," come in " I open the door and I think these is one of the

first surprises of the day I will receive. It was Alice my friend, the one

I saw 5 years ago, the one who left me with no reason, I froze, I cant

move or talk because if do I will torn apart or worse I will just cry non

Stop.

I just stay there frozen watching here, but I see that she is not

surprise to see me

" Bella, I'm sorry I know these is a big surprise for you but these is the only way to see you and not broke my premise to Edward, please

Bella say something"

"Alice……you ……..here how I haven't see you for five years and now you

are here ? Why?"

"Bella I know what we did was wrong, but we have no other option, I

miss so much and all of these was the only opportunity to see you, you

have no idea how hard was for everybody even Rosalie was upset with

Edward and that is saying a lot, listen please sit down and I will

explain everything".

"ok I will alice but please tell me something is Edward with you ?"

"no, not today but as you see these studio is mine but all of them came

to do something, him is been around us just for a short time and he is

not doing well and I can see you are the same, well I will start from

the beginning, after we left we decide to separate Esme and Carlisle

stay in Seattle for a while, Emmet and Rosalie went to England for a

couple of months but they comeback to Canada with jasper and me,

after three years we live there but them I saw a vision of you come

here in these room looking for the job, so I talk with everybody telling

them about my vision living out the part of you here so we decide to

start these and me waiting for you and as for Edward well he just

comeback to us 3 months ago, I know these is to much for you know

but please don't go"

I was just listen to her how I will go, my heart is finally there I feel it

there I found them or I did say she found me and I was the most

happy person right now even if Edward doesn't want me back I will no go

and I will not letting them go no these time, I was thinking so much

that I didn't notice that I was crying but these time I was happy

" alice I cant go even if you don't want me I cant go I will die these

time" finally I broke down I was crying non stop, she just hug me as we

where sitting in the floor and after that everything was black.