PLEASE READ! This story is in no way related to the movie (or book), P.S. I love you.

Lavi always thought that Lenalee had feelings for Allen. Allen certainly returns those feelings and Lenalee doesn't seem to notice Lavi at all. Lavi, being Lavi, has no choice. He simply ignores his feelings for Lenalee. But what happens when he learns that he has to leave behind all his friends on an expedition to find out more about his past?

Yullen, Lavena :DD

-Lenalee

I'm leaving the Black Order.

I have some mysteries to uncover about my past.

I will miss you.

I wish I could stay here, stay here to protect and watch over you. But no, Gramps has other plans. He keeps saying that its time for me to find out about my history, so I guess it's goodbye for now.

-Lavi.

Lavi looked at the paper in his hand, silently contemplating whether he should insert a 'PS.'. Deciding against it, he made his way down to Lenalee's room. He could hear voices inside, one of them belonging to Allen and the other Lenalee.

He sighed. It was expected, what else? Allen visited Lenalee every other day. It was common sense that today would be no different. Standing with his back to the wall, he read and re-read the letter. At last the door opened and Allen walked out.

Lavi smiled faintly at Allen, who did likewise and hurried off to his room.

Following that, he straightened and walked towards the door, before knocking. At last Lenalee responded with a "Come in!"

Hesistantly, Lavi pushed open the door. Lenalee was on the bed, writing something. "Ah, hi Lavi..."

Lavi walked over to the bed and handed her the paper, which he had folded into half. As he passed it to her, his eyes involuntarily glanced at what she was writing. The top line was 'Dear Allen, I love y...' The word was half-finished but Lavi could tell what she was about to write.

The moment he saw the words, his stomach lurched. Unable to continue, he pushed the paper into Lenalee's hands and rushed out, not bothering to close the door.

Lenalee and Allen, they were in love. He was so blind, had been so blind. All along he had been loving a girl who didn't know he existed. All along he had been loving someone who didn't love him.

Perhaps it would be better if he was gone, after all he was a Bookman. With this he could finally rid himself of all emotion. It wasn't like anyone would notice he was gone. Well, maybe Yu. But Yu was anti-social; even if Lavi disappeared it wasn't like he would go around the world searching for him, like what Allen would do for Lenalee.

-Allen

Take care of Lenalee. She loves you, and I know you love her. Make her happy, make her smile. She smiles because of you.
Stay happy, Allen. Stay happy.

-Lavi

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