This story is about: Ashley left Spencer a long time ago, but after many years of missing her finds someone to love. Ashley finds many little flings but she has to live with the mistake she made many years ago by leaving the one she really loves. When Ashley has a little reunion with the family someone comes with someone Ashley knows. I OWN NOTHING.

This is in Ashley's P.O.V. it might change in other chapters if it does I will tell you.

The Past Comes Back

Chap. 1

The Past Is My Future

"Mom, Heyyy." I say to my mom with a sleepy voice I just woke up even though it's like 12. As I walk through the giant doors of the house I grow up in with my arm around Amy's waste I call her Aim for short she tells me that her name is short any ways but I still call her it. We have been dating for like 2 & ½ years now. She has blond hair blue eyes. She is pretty I guess I like blonds, there what I go for. I mean I only date blond girls since I went out with Spencer my first love. Yeah that's when I started liking blonds.

"Ashley, Amy it's so good to see you both. I'm so glad you both decided to come back from your trip from visiting Amy's friend & family a little early." Ohhh yeah Amy's French & yeah she has an ascent too.

"Ohhh, it's no problem Christen I was getting tired of my parents any ways." Amy laughs in her little ascent.

"Ummm mom me and Aim are going to bring up are bags to my room, are Kyla & Emily here?" Kyla is my baby sister & Emily is my even younger sister. Emily is still in high school.

"Emily and Joanna are here. Kyle should be here soon though." She answers me. Emily is dating Joanna, Emily has hair like mine its brown but with a tint of red & dark blue eyes, & her girlfriend Joanna is hot, she has really pretty hair strait lite drown hair, but she is real opinioned I have no idea how Emily keeps up with her. & Joanna is a class girl, Emily treats her good. Joanna & Emily are too touchy feely for me. Amy says that me & she should act like that. But I just can't be like that again. I did that once but it didn't work out.

"Cool where are they at?" I ask my mom still a little sleepy.

"There in Emily's room watching a movie I think, but if you go up to see them you should knock you know your sister." My mom & Amy start to laugh.

"Hahahaha." I give a fake laugh. Cuz I know my sister & she's nothing like me. Emily loves sports, she is good at the whole school thing, & she can care about someone without hurting them.

"Ok I'll get dinner read I'll call you down when it's ready." My mom tells us as we start up the stairs. Damn this house is bigger then I remember & Amy packed sooo much stuff, & yeah I'm caring like everything.

"God Amy could you have packed any more shit." I role my eyes & drop everything on the floor of my room.

"Sorry I need to make sure I had everything I need." Amy says in her "But Do You Love Me" voice. I never answered her that.

"Let's go find Emily." I walk out of the room without looking at Aim. We walked down the hall to where Emily's room was. I just walk in I like pissing Emily off by not knocking. "Heyyy Em." I yell. Emily is all over Joanna like full on making out. Emily was on top of Joanna. I start to laugh cuz it's so funny pissing her off.

"Don't you know how to knock Ashley?" Emily is sooo mad. Joanna's face turns bright red.

"Yeah I do it's just fun pissing my baby sister off." I mess up her hair just cuz it makes her mad.

"Ashley!" Emily hates when I do this to her in front to Joanna. "I don't see you for like a year & your still an ass."

"Yeah pretty much." God I love my family.

"Ashley come on stop it." Amy says as she sits down next to me on Emily's bed. Emily is sitting up on her couch in front of the TV with Joanna lying down & her feet in Emily's lap. I role my eyes Emily knows I'm just playing with her. God.

"Nice to see you again Emily." Amy is trying to get on Emily's good side now.

"Yeah long time no see." Emily starts to laugh & I don't get what is sooo funny.

"So Joanna how are you?" I ask. I have to be nice once in a while.

"I'm good & your sister has been so good too. So thanks for asking." Joanna looks at Emily, Emily looks at Joanna & there eyes meet. Its love. The one thing I don't have in life.

Amy puts her hand on my leg I get tingles at first but then I look up its still Amy, and not someone I love. I move her hand off by holding it but in like a few seconds I'll let go. I just don't want it on my knee & it's the only way of getting it off without pissing her off.

"WOW, Em your wiped." I laugh harder cuz wow I'm just to funny.

"Shut up, I'm sooo not!" She gets mad & throws a pillow at me. But I duck & it misses, I'm too fast for her.

"She is so cute though." Joanna say in a deep voice grabbing Emily's neck giving Emily a sexy, passionate kiss. Ohhh no now that Amy saw them kiss she is going to be all over me. Thank you Emily & Joanna. I hate that if Amy sees some one together she thinks we should. I hate that. I still wonder why I'm with Amy I could just be single, but then everyone would be like "Ashley are you dating anyone?" then I'll say "No not right now." Then they will say "Your going to end up alone if you don't start dating & blah blah blah." But when you dating your still alone unless its love.

Amy kiss me on the check & then squeezes my hand I look at her & give a fake smile but she thinks it's real I kiss her back on her lips I close my eyes & I don't see Amy, I see someone I truly love…………..Spencer. I stand up & break the kiss. "Come on Aim lets go unpack." I let go of her hand. & walk out of the room.

"What's the matter Ashley?" Amy say as she close the door of Ashley's room. I know I'm braking her heart. She really loves me & I don't love her it's just that we are people that want the same things, but I can't give myself to her like I did to Spencer she is important to me but I don't love her.

"Nothing I'm just sad is all." I take an anti-depression & lie to myself & Amy.

"Ohhh, do you need anything?" She is very loving but I'm an emotional rock I never show my true feelings.

"I'm Here!!!!!!" It's Kyla, have missed her & Emily & Mom & even Joanna. Emily is closer to Kyla then, Emily & me or Kyla & me. When I ran away they had each other. But when Emily was little I just left her. We didn't know Kyla until dad died. Kyla never know my soft side me & Spencer & I where over be for she came. So Kyla real only know my ruff exterior. I here Emily run out of her room & down the stairs followed by Joanna. I look out the door & start slowly walk to the top of the steps. I listen to Emily & Kyla talk.

"Ohhh My God Kyla I've missed you sooo much." There hugging now.

"Me too." Whatever.

"Kyla Help!!!" I here someone's voice it's so familiar I can't see the person, there behind the door.

"Ohhh sorry babe." Kyla is helping this girl, Blond hair, is it…..?

"Emily I meet someone new." Kyla is telling Emily.

"What's there name?" Could it be?

"Spencer." It's Spencer!! Her hair is so blond & I see her eyes as the sun hits them.

Emily finally get a good look at Spencer. "Spencer?!" Emily remembers her.

"Emily?! What the hell are you doing here? Last time I saw you where like 12."

"You guys know each other?" Kyla has no clue.

"Yeah, Spencer dated Ashley in high school be for we know you Ky." Emily explains while hugging Spencer. God I wish I was Emily right now.

"You dated Ashley?!" Kyla looks so shocked.

"Yeah how do you know Ashley?" Spencer finally let go of Emily.

"I'm her sister." Kyla said stud that I dated Spencer. I'm Walking down the stairs slowly I didn't even know I was moving for a sec. Kyla sees me & stares for a sec. Then Spencer looks at me.

"Hi Spencer."

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