CHAPTER ONE
Jacob Black. Our tall, massive muscle-filled wolf pup friend. He had grown out of his small body to his strong body today within a few months. Jacob sat on the couch watching the T.V. set in front of him with his sister, Rebecca. She was rubbing her stomach. Jake looked over at her after ungluing his eyes from the screen.
"What's wrong?" Jake asked Rebecca. She was smiling, but looked worried.
"Nothing, just that I can't believe it's been two years since dad passed away, and now I am giving birth to a baby with out him now. It's so hard to believe, Jake." Jacob nodded slightly and looked away from her, holding in the wet tears that had formed in his eyes.
Two years back, Billie Black had died in a massive car accident with Jacob. They were on their way back from Charlie's house when the rabbit was struck in the side by a drunk driver. They went into a spin and rammed into an electrical pole. The pole fell and landed on Billy. Jacob was in a coma for three days and when he had awoken, he was told about his father's death. The electrical pole had crushed Billy's head, killing him instantly when his brain fell out into the car. The rabbit was demolished, and so was Jacob's heart. From that day in the hospital, Jake had blamed himself for the death of Billy, and Rebecca had just brought up what he wished to forget.
"Oh, Jakey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-" "Just stop. Please." Jake's normally husky voice was cracking when he interrupted his sister. She immediately stopped and got up to her feet and waddled to the kitchen. Jacob but his head into his hands. He needed some help, badly. He was living off his misery, and he was having trouble thinking that he wasn't. Jake got up and traveled to his bedroom. He sat on his bed, which took up almost the entire room, and lay on it. He stared at the ceiling thinking about his dad. How much he had missed him in the last two years was hard to bare, but he took in the pain. Jake turned his music player on and listened to the radio. Suddenly, the song played. Guardian Angel, by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, began to play. The one song he didn't want to listen to, because it reminded him of Billy.
Guardian Angel
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out
How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
It's okay, it's ok, it's okay
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you threw it all
Even if saving you sends my to Heaven
'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true heart, My whole heart
Please don't throw that away-
Jake then turned the radio off, crying to himself. Jake turned to the wall on his bed, curling into a slight ball. If there was a God, why did he hate him so much?