T : H_ea_rt = H_u_rt.
R : T
Date : some time in the beginning of 2012~
P : Unrequited LavixLenalee, AllenxLena or KandaxLena (alternatives, up to your imaginations)
D : I just own this fic! All charas are Hoshino – sensei's rights!
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_ H_ea_rt = H_u_rt_
2012 © Freya
DGrayMan © Katsura Hoshino
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That was a kind of sad, depressing kind of story of a guy.
A guy that is determines to be a Bookman. Bookman, the recorder of the unrecorded records.
A guy who could never be allowed to attached to anything or anyone.
That guy just wants to cry, unable to yearn what he's actually yearning for, and slowly disappears into the silent, coldness, and darkness of the night.
No one cares, and even realizes or notices what he had been through, or what the fate had did to him.
No one knows his pains, even his forbidden beloved one who had indirectly rejects his feelings…. And even his best friend.
They are, his best friend and his beloved, who are together unknowingly betrays him and his pure feelings, become together painfully in front of his eyes.
Ah, maybe, just maybe, they didn't even want to acknowledge his pain and feeling…
Slowly, he turned off his head and heart from the world he is in, switching into a new world he create himself and he himself didn't even know, although he'd known that 'that world' were full of pain and more sufferings.
But
He couldn't stop loving that "forbidden' one… even he knows that it'll hurt himself, her, and his best friend.
He did know that if that person will do nothing good for him… Even that, his head acknowledged that, his heart cannot betray his feelings which always pushes him and driving him into the edge's cliff, but yet they did gave him another shot of patience for waiting…
Painfully, that beloved one… is together with his best friend.
He couldn't even chose which one he should stand for.
Because of his world, his life as the "should be the objective one".
Which makes him; pushing him cruelly to live along with the burden he only suffers himself.
His name is, or, his current name is, Lavi the 49th alias.
He is the Bookman.
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Hello, again
Here's my second attempt on fanfic – ing Lavi.
Hmmm, I'm myself actually feels hurt writing this, imagining I'm in Lavi'a position. Wuwuwu~
So how's it? Kindly review, pretty please?