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Why do you insist on being with me? You deserve so much better than what I have to give. You could have so much, you deserve so much... It is so hard for me to understand why you love me so. For the life of me, I cannot help but wonder why you have chosen me... Please tell me your reasons.
For if I never know, it will plague my mind forever. Why did you see me, when many saw you? How is it that you have chosen me, when so many have chosen you? There are so many memories I doubt that I could live without. Memories of us. And if I never saw you again, it would be so hurtful, yet I would know that it would be the best for you. I cannot help but reiterate that you deserve better.
Thinking that it may be the end, I feel like breaking down. Yet I know that you will find everything you deserve. You would lose so much if you were with me. Yet I wonder... why is it that I turn your love away, when I know that you are all that matters? I love everything about you. But though you are not here, and I feel pain, I know that you will find so much better than me.
Please, reclaim what's yours. Do not give your heart to me. Please, do not love me as I love you. For we are better off apart. Love will last, but our lives will not, and that causes me great pain. Do not give it all away for me. For if you stay, you will grow old and die, just as I will. I do not wish you to know a mortal life.
If you know a mortal life, you will see that we try so hard to live much in little time... and though you say it is a better life for you, I know differently. You deserve eternity, and I cannot give that to you. Please, rethink your choice. While there is still time. But please know that until my dying breath and beyond, my love will last. And know that you will be loved and thought of... every day.
We may never have our closure, but this is the end. And though you will never know this, I will love you for eternity. Goodbye to you, my love. You have made me alll that I am, and I cannot but thank you for that. Though we will never be together, and though our paths may never cross again, I will love you always. Someday, I hope you will have some form of closure. And someday, I hope you can let my memory go.
If my thoughts could reach you, I would tell you all I have said. Goodbye. Forever. The words are bitter, but it is what's best. For the both of us. Please, reclaim your heart, and know that wherver you may go, you are loved. Until my dying breath and beyond. I hope you find what you are looking for. And everything you deserve.
Author's Note: It's hard to say goodbye, and I know this for a fact. But sometime's it's what's best for both parties. Remember this, it will help you in your life. Though Arwen and Aragorn never said goodbye, it doesn't always work that way in real life. Sometimes you have to know when it is best and when it's not.
But aside from that, tell me what you think please. Even if you think it was the most horrible piece of writing on the planet, I want some feedback. Please and thank you!