Daddy
Three years ago my husaband was killed, by a drunk driver. I heard the crash and the sirens. I hoped it wasnt my husband. I had twins a month after he died. I named them Rowan Faith Shepard and Conner Jack Shepard. I love them so much, I would do anything for them.
Rowan looks exactly like me soft curly dark brown hair with hazel eyes, she has a stubborn streak a mile long but she has brains like her dad. Conner on the other hand looks exactly like him, mousy brown hair with teddy bear brown eyes. He also acts just like him.
The First time I cried out for him was when Rowan said her first words, it wasn't mama or plane like I thought it would be it was dada. I didnt even know that she knew that word. It stung my heart so bad, I knew that he would have been so proud of his little girl. I take them to the cemetery once a month, I dont know if they know that beneath them their father lays sound asleep never to wake. I dont think that theyget it, that they will never be able to see or hear their father.
I miss him so much, he wanted to see our kids grow up, gradute highschool and University. He wanted to see them get married and have kids of their own, but no someone robbed him of that chance. I want to give up somtimes and stop what I am doing and run, but I know I have two three year olds depending on me. I am to scared to let go maybe I would forget. I try to remeber but remebering is just to hard. His scent is everywhere, I haven't touched any of his stuff since that day. His jacket still lays on that chair it is my secerity blanket. I wish over and over again that he could be here with us. Rowan and Conner want to meet their dad and it hurts me to tell them that they will never be able to, and never is a long time.
Oneday they will understand and they will want to know more.
Well I deleted the first one I posted, I fixed it a little more, but I am not sure if it is any good, I really am not a writer or like to write a lot but I thought of this and I wanted to see what other people thought of it.
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