I clutched my book bag to my chest. Sighing. I walked up my room and sat at the bay window. Any second Maya would come through the window. I stood silent. Nothing happened. "She's forgotten about me" i said aloud. "As if" she said. I jumped surprised she was there. "Sorry i have been out of place lately." I said without much emotion. "What's wrong pumpkin?" Maya asked as i hid my face behind my bookbag. "Nothing, it's nothing i dont know whats wrong everything feels wrong!" I said as calmly as possible. She was surprised to see me so jumpy. I lay my head on her shoulder. I knew what was wrong i just didn't want to say. I didn't want to admit it to her. I could barely admit it to myself. She held my hand while my head remains on her shoulder. "What do we do?" I ask her. "It's only 4:18 wanna go to topangas?" She asked i smiled at her.
I AM CHANGING THE POINT OF VIEW OVER TO MAYA I THINK IT WILL BE MORE INTERESTING FOR YOU TO READ AND I TO WRITE
She gives me that goofy smile of hers
"Sure" she finally says. We head over to topanga's finding lucas alone. "Hey Ranger Rick" i tell him teasingly. "Hey Lucas" riley says. "Hey riley" he says. "Ahem" I pretend to clear my voice. "Howdy do penelope?" I want to crush his head. But for riley's sake i remain calm. Riley sits between me and lucas. I look at riley and i notice how full her lips are. What if i just kissed her then and there? How would that make me look? I thought. Wait what the hell did i just think of?! By this point i was blushing. "Maya are you ok?" Riley asked. "Yeah i'm totally fine"i responded. "What's wrong pumpkin?" She said repeating what i said earlier that afternoon. Her words caused me to blush even harder. "I'm going to get water, i will be right back" i told her impulsively. I order an iced water while thinking about what was going on. But what it took me to was imagining how her lips would perfectly suit my own. I get my water and get back to the table back to normal. My eyes wander to lucas. He's staring at me straight in the face looking so serious i feel queasy. " could you not" i ask him. He came to. "Sorry" he responded. His face had disappointment. I continued to look at him. I just wanted to cuddle with him and have his masculine arms around me. Woah woah... Did i just think of cuddling with ranger rick? "I have to go" i say suddenly. It was too quiet I couldn't stand it. "Maya.." Riley said grabbing my hand. "Yeah?" I say looking at her hand in mine. "Please stay, we just got here" she asked sweetly. "How could i say no to that face?" I said smiling. "Oh yeah i like this, no" i said. I went for the door and i feel something hanging from my leg. Riley was going to force me to stay. "Either you stay or i go with you" she told me. "Whats with you today?" I finally ask. She remains silent for a moment. "Lets just go" she said. "See ya lucas" i told him winking at him teasingly. He had a surprised look in his face. We went back to our bay window. "Can i ask you something?" Riley choked out. "Anything" i tell her. "What i am about to tell you cannot leave this room, Got it?"
"Got it" i said a little worried.