JiaLing's POV

I was watching TV again in my room. It was Super Junior's concert and I was holding my sign and my tickets. It's taken forever for me to get my hands on these things. Their new album came out just a few days ago. You know what's special about it? It came out on my birthday! Sorry, Sorry from June 25th. I've just turned 19 and I'm going to start going to college in Korea. Since it's summer, I decided that I wanted to hang out in Korea to get used to it before this semester. I'm pretty much going to take the whole day and stake out at the concert place the whole day. Anyways, as I'm watching the show, they made close ups to the members, and I cried seeing Yesung's face.

~~~*flashback*~~~

"WHAT?!" I shouted.

"It's true. Believe it or not. Your father and I decided to tell you now since you've been obsessing over them for forever."

Don't know what's going on? I was 15, and just like gazillion of girls, I'm waiting for Super Junior's debut. What's more? I'm told that Yesung, my favorite member (yes I had favorites even before seeing them sing, you got a prob?), is my brother.

"What do you mean he's my brother? We're completely different nationalities, there is no contact between us and him, what's going on?!"

My mom began to fill up with tears. "You see, before you were born, your father and I were poor. We had no money for a kid. When your brother came along, we only had enough money to raise him for 3 years. I cried for so long, but we had to make a choice. We sent him to your dad's parents in Korea. After 3 years, your grandparents passed away. We never knew about that until a year later. Apparently, a-a-a neighbor took him in, and that was all we really knew. We have few contacts, just once in awhile a photo here and there. Then, we got news he passed the auditions for SM Entertainment." Now there was a big wail, and my mom ran out of the kitchen breaking down.

"We just thought you should know. Just in case, you know...if anything happens."

~~~*flashback ends*~~~

Okay, if you're the average girl, you'd probably be jumping off the roof with glee. But, that's not who I am. To love a person so much you think about...many things...and then to only realize they're your BROTHER?! .

Now, it's not so much of a big deal. I mean, I still feel resentment when I see him, but I cry for him at the same time. To think, a person on the top of the social ladder, but doesn't know where his life really comes from. I reached out for the remote control and planned to turn off the TV before I noticed a new face singing. Oh yeah! That's Kyuhyun! He joined after their first album and he's in Super Junior-M and KRY. He has this sneaky aura like I do. I wonder if we can be friends...^_^

I turned off the TV, checked my room, fell into my bed, and fell asleep.

Tomorrow's the day, I tell myself. Tomorrow, I'm going to Korea. One step closer to my brother.