Even though its taboo, forbidden, looked down upon, and judged. You can't help who you love no the matter the difference. No matter how hard you try to deny the feeling, it will always come bubbling up to the service taking over your mind and your six sences. You dream about that special someone and sometimes you wish he is with you. Or maybe it's just me Sakura Haruno who feels that way.
But I can't help who
I love who I want to be with. He's so perfect, so kind, so special,
so shy, and so everything. He is everything I desire that I want. I
want to kiss him and stay in his arms all day and night. I want to
wake up next to him and I want to make his breakfast. But he's one
of those untouchable loves. He's one of those loves that make you
feel content that he's even paying attention to you or even talking
to you.
How you're sick of putting up a false wall to delude
your endless façade of friends. So you pretend to fall for some one
even though you feel nothing for said person. Because you're afraid
of what your friends might think if they learn your dirty little
secret.
Besides what will your friends think if you tell them that you have fallen hard for your Sensei Kakashi and hope that one day he will catch you instead of let you fall and fall into a black abyss? And that you want him in your life, you think about him non stop, you dream about him, and that you love him with all the pieces of your caged heart.
So you-I put on a fake mask and go on with my life. Loving Sasuke, hating Ino, and complaining about Naruto and Lee. Still hoping that one day my love for Kakashi will be returned but still I hide my secret hoping and waiting hoping and waiting.
Even though its taboo, forbidden, looked down upon, and judged. I can't help who I love who I hate its how the world works. And I'll continue going on with my life as if nothing is wrong and think about my untouchable tainted love Kakashi Hatake.