I DO NOT OWN GRAVITATION!!!
.....if i did most people, besides yuki, would die tragically or commit suicide...either one......
Alright....well this is ma first story...i know short...just read and comment.....please .
"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
'Did I actually to say that? Did I have to drive him to…?'
Eiri Yuki the famous romance novelist was lying in bed crying and asking himself questions as he has been for a week.
'Did he have to react like that?'
He closed his eyes remembering once more his lovers', his Shuichi's, death.
"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"I-is that what you want…Yuki?" Yuki's lover Shuichi was crying in a corner like he usually did since Yuki started coming home drunk.
"OF COURSE! WHY DO YOU THINK I KEEP YELLING IT, YOU STUPID BAKA!"
"If I left forever would you…would you still remember me?" Shuichi looked up at Yuki with a tear stained and bruised face with a hopeful yet sad look in his eyes.
"HOW COULD I NOT YOUR SO F**KN YELLY AND CLINGY IT WOULD BE THE HARDEST THING IN MY DMN LIFE!" Yuki started cursing as he walked to his bedroom tripping on air as he went.
"Good…" Shuichi whispered to himself, smiling to himself as he got up and walked to THEIR kitchen. "At least I know you will be happy without me…and that you know I still love you."
'Why did I pass out knowing what he might do? Why did I keep getting drunk?...Why didn't he tell me I was hurting him?'
Yuki started crying uncontrollably, clutching a blood and tear stained paper, as he started thinking about what he had found the next morning.
"Hn…what a terrible hangover." Yuki rubbed his head with one hand while moving the other over to where Shuichi usually slept, bolting upright the moment he couldn't feel that he was there.
"Shu!" Yuki called his name as he got up and started searching the house for his lover.
'Did something happen last night?' He thought not remembering anything.
He checked every room but the moment he walked into the kitchen he regretted ever drinking for the rest of his life. For in the kitchen sat Shuichi with blood on his face and right wrist slashed vigorously in many directions. In his left hand was a bloody knife. But it wasn't the blood that scared Yuki the most, it was Shuichi's face. For the moment he walked in he saw Shuichi's lifeless eyes staring at him and a sickly sweet smile plastered to his face like he was already prepared to face Yuki alive…or dead.
It took him five minutes to finally realize there was a note and as he read he cried and cried….
"Dear Yuki,
I know you've always pushed me away but…I thought maybe sooner or later you would grow to love me as much as I love you. But I guess I was wrong. The moment you said those words (WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!) I knew that this was just one sided love. All those times you tried to make me happy was probably for me just to shut up. Well now you can be happy because I will no longer be around for you to yell at or hit and maybe not even remember. I hope you are reading this and that you know I will always love you whether you hate me or love me too.
Love,
Your Shuichi"
….and whispered through sobs "I've always loved you too…Shu…"
And with that Yuki fell into an everlasting dream, with Shuichi's love/suicide note in his hand, about Shuichi being by his side and saying the three words that will haunt and give him warmth for the rest of his life with that sickly sweet smile plastered to his face… "I love you".